♥ Saturday, July 31, 2010

Another place for Thai Food at Sunshine Plaza ~

At night~went Double O with colleagues~ around 12 midnight~ i drunk already, drink too many mix de drink liao~then keep going toilet~finally managed to lie on the table rest awhile~then i Merlion Zzzz

So xin ku sia~after that i stop drinking but my head still spinning ~ tried dance abit~no use ~ so i just keep eating ice~ lousy pig~

This morning~i got my lovely colleague who give me morning call and breakfast as today work OT~ so sweet wor~

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9:39 AM

♥ Friday, July 30, 2010

Yesterday whole day EMO at work~as someone is missing~ but anyway~i managed to whole my OT~ Feel like drinking~ so i jio Yandao go drink with me~but in the end~i decided to go home instead and passed by Pasar malam as i have change my working time today to 8.30am~

Feel so gulity~put him aeroplane ><>

I got home around 10 pm plu~so lazy to go Pasar Malam ~lazy to bath~ i lied on the sofa and play with my IPhone~ called Mac delivery as i was hungry and Mum did not cooked~They said that they can't sent to my location at the moment~as me to call back after half an hour or try to order online zzzz~

So i continue to play my game and wait for the time to past and finally managed to ordered my late dinner ><

Today late again for work~so my OT on Sat need to payback~ work till 2pm huh~

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9:13 AM

♥ Thursday, July 29, 2010

Life has not been going on smoothly ~ got EMO now and then~ last night got the urgue to go drink~ so long never drink liao~ but i control myself~as i will be doing OT today~

Waiting for Friday to come~so that i can go Double O to drink ~me not a good drinker~but i wish to get drunk ~ la la la~so sad~ Sat still need to come back to work~

Last night talk to Yun on phone and then MSN Yandao~i still not feeling good~got something just trouble me~I tried to talk it out~but it seem of no use~as i can't sleep~I am not sure when i actually fall asleep~ :)

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9:39 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Today at office~chat about animals~suddenly remember yesterday my colleague show me a bottle and inside there is a Cobra~ dead one la of cause~

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12:29 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Don't know why suddenly felt so down~ just back to office from toilet~just now look at the mirror~i find that i totally don't have confident in myself~is the same as when i go clubbing~i saw alot of clubbers~when i see into the mirror at the club~I felt so extra~like not in that world~

How i wish i can be normal abit~i didn't mean i am abnormal la~ but my heat rashes is killing me~ i felt so sian of my life~

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3:04 PM

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Last few days~got received sms from Shi Fu~abit on and off~ i think its normal ba~All because of Yun loh~ Ask me go sms him how is he~ LOL~ i really go sms~ Actually i wonder how he is also~ we are friends ma~suddenly no contact also feel weird~

Yun~ jio go singing and drinking last night~As today i got OT~ i rejected na~ i scared i can't wake up ~ who know yesterday i watch Mio TV and shared songs in FB till 3 am sia~ I was trying to sleep since 1am~ but i guess i failed~ Di Di keep asking me to help him do correction in his Blog~ :P

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9:41 AM

♥ Friday, July 23, 2010

23th July 2010

Yesterday after i finish work~I meet up with K~ we went basar malam and i had my late dinner at coffee shop~ We chit chat till around 12am and he walked me home~

After i reached home~ had my shower~MSN until i fall asleep~ Anyway, i had sufficient rest~so i guess is good ~

Recently, Shi Fu has not been contacting me~but it was liked replace by another person OMG~which makes me headache~ Haizzz Don't feel like login MSN again~ the feeling of frustration in me getting buzz ~ really hate it~

I think i can just block him ~ hahaha

Tonight~ i duno what to do or where to go~ Yandao said that wanted to watch movie ~ @@

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1:50 PM

♥ Thursday, July 22, 2010

Last night took MRT and bus go home~nothing special, just that got to know a guy friend from my girl friend in FB~We had a long chat on MSN~at 12am plu, Darling NYX called me and chit chat as recently she really unlucky, alot of things happen to her and her account got banned twice and that someone used her pictures and create an new account which upset her alot as people thought that she create herself~

This is the first time we chat on the phone and it last almost 2 hours~ had a nice chat with Darling ^^

After that i continue MSN~ sleep around 3am plu~

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9:51 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Last night i took a bus home myself~Luckily Yun called me to chat with me on my way home~as i was so tired and boring~After i reach home i settled down and have my late dinner while MSN~

Around 2am~i tried to sleep and i fall asleep~Finally get to sleep a little bit early~ Ha Ha~

This morning when i wake up~ i felt afresh~ ^________^

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11:54 AM

♥ Tuesday, July 20, 2010

So So So boring at work~ Duno why today so moody plu tired~ last night talked to Yun till 3am plu i think~then go to sleep~

Ask Baby to wake me up the 2nd time, he still failed to wake me as i am so piggy~but i managed to wake up at 8am and rush to work~

Today received sms from Shi Fu~as i did not answered his called~i know i am bad~cause i actually holding to the phone but do not wish to answered as i felt bother by him~really dun meant to feel that but just can't stand it~so i decided to keep a distance from him~ i know he did nothing wrong~is my bad~Then i sms him not to wake me up anymore~

Suppose to meet Yandao~but was not confirm again as he has something on~duno why always cannot meet him one la~ -_-!!! but i guess will get use to it soon~since not first time ~

After lunch lo~~~ more worst~ feel sleepy~ @@

Drinking tea at work now~ lalala~

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1:30 PM

♥ Monday, July 19, 2010

I am so lazy to on my lappy over the weekends~ so hard to remember what happen for the passed 3 days >.<

16th July 2010
Shi Fu fetch me from my work place and we went to Serangoon Garden as i wanted to eat fried corn~ ^^

17th July 2010

Went to Orchard to meet Yandao~as he wanted to catch a movie after his work~but our show start at 1.00am~so we actually went to his shop and he do his stuff while i play with his dog as i was late~so the actual plan of going down to Dolly was cancelled~ :X

After that we went for our movie "IP MAN" quite a nice show~better than Predators :P

18th July 2010

Rotted at home actually~suddenly my sis asked me to packed my clothes as she see my warerode~ she wanted to fainted already~ i myself also can't find my clothes :X

Anyway, glad that my sis helped me out~i was so lazy~ i actually throw away one mountain and left another in my warerode lolx~

I guess i need to shop less lo~ lalala~

At night~ play mahjong with my sis and her friends at home~ after which talked to yun as he is back jor~ Cam with D awhile as he will be away for two weeks~then try very hard to go back to sleep na~

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12:07 PM

♥ Friday, July 16, 2010

After work~i went to The Cathay and watch movie with Shi Fu as he has booked the movie ticket for the show Predators~

I was so hungry~when we reached there, i ordered potato wedges and hotdog bread to eat~ but in the end, i am unable to finish the bread -_-!!!

After the show~Shi fu fetch me to his house downstair~as he need to bring his dog out~his family members said that his dog was barking non-stop~so no choice he had to bring his dog and fetch me home O_O

After i reach home downstair, play with the dog awhile and went back home as i am having OT the next day~

At night~while i was trying hard to sleep around 3am, my ex called me and ask me to accompany him go drink as he was feeling down~so i ask him what is it regarding and he told me is because of two girls which are best friends and both likes him and he do not know what to do zzz~

Advise him to choose the one he liked~then he started with his analysed, saying one girl look cute,pretty and good to him but character very bad~the other look normal but very very good to him and he assume will treat him very good in future~

Of course he choose the cute and pretty one as which guy don't like pretty one -_- but he scare that the girl was not serious~ Omg~ i just don't understand why he asked me leh~

Anyway, i told him that i am unable to help him regarding that as he have to choose either one himself~people wanted to have choices also don't have and yet he so choosy -_-!!!

So i rejected to meet up him la~as i got OT~i went back to sleep then~

Today morning wake up~saw his missed call at 4.57am~ i was like OMG~ heng~ i sleep like a pig already~if not sure wake up and scold him lah~ >.<

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9:59 AM

♥ Thursday, July 15, 2010

15th July 2010

Last night went to nearby NUS there to have my favourite mushroom cheese prata~shi fu bring me there to eat jor~

After that just went back home~ feeling tired also as i was doing my OT yesterday~Fall asleep while i was on my MSN~

So boring~Yun went oversea and no one ka ciao me ><

My life so boring~one thing good is no love life ~ other than that is still the same trouble ~

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12:21 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Yesterday i was on urgent leave as i need to send my friend off as he is leaving Sg~

After that i went to my grandma's house~ was suppose to visit my ah ma~but i actually talk to her awhile and while looking after my sis's baby~ i fall asleep~ tired~

I can't remember i sleep how long~but when i wake up~is already time to eat dinner, so i had my dinner at my Ah ma's house~After that my uncle sent us home~

I am so lazy~when i reached home i lie on my bed and rest my eyes again @@

Probably i sleep too much~i started to msn when i wake up~its around 7pm plu i guess~actually arrange to meet up busy man Yandao~as i think he recently not in very good mood~and we have arrange meet up so many times and did not managed to~

So we decided to meet up this time again~he said wanted to go Mustafa as usual~i agreed~he meet me downstair my house just after i meet my another friend to catch up abit~

Then he saw "basarmalam" he was so happy,so instead of Mustafa~he wanted to go there~O_o

Saw the potato chip my cousin bought when we go Thailand~introduice him to eat~he said very nice~bought Otak and drinks~ i didn't eat~as i am not hungry~

Then we went AMK HUB for KTV as he have the mood to sing~

Around 1.30am he send me home ~

When i reached home~ msn again~ finally get to know why he wanted to go Mustafa~ :P

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11:01 AM

♥ Monday, July 12, 2010

Drink Drank Drunk

Hmm . . . had been drinking 3 days~i guess~beer is really not nice to drink at all~feel that the smell inside my mouth so bitter >.<

Can anyone believe me~ i really hate to drink @_@ i am just too bored~ go there for relaxing~just look look see see~never want to drink too much~ ><

Yesterday~went for dinner with my ex at Hong Kong Cafe~after that we had chat~then he sent me to Boat Quay as i am meeting my friends over there~so he left after that~

Me and friends play pools and drink~ around 2am plu i send my friends home then i go home and had a early rest last night.

Nowadays~i have restricted myself from switching on my lappy so as not to sleep late~as once i switch it on~i forget my timing~i will sleep around 5am~ :(

But never will i forget to check on my FB in my Iphone~ ^__^

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12:41 PM

♥ Thursday, July 8, 2010

7th July 2010 Clark Quey Nana~

Yesterday after work~ i meet up with my ex-manager~he was late~ i think around 30 mins or more~ Actually kind lazy and wanted to fly home~ but in the end~i waited la~ as he sms me he is on the way already~

When we met up~we were liked so lost~don't know where we are heading~ OMG~ then he suggested that Clark Quey~so we took a cab there~

After we reached~don't know which pub to go~I really hate making decision~so i called my friend and he was working at Nana~ so we headed to Nana instead~

I think just 3 jar zzz~ and we are like two person or maybe plu my friend who drink little bit~i cannot drink already~lol~ I am CMI ~

Then he told me to go to other place and drink again~~~ I really felt sleepy~ i told him another day ba and he sent me home~as i still need to work ma tmr~

When i reached home, i bath and settled myself down~Bru called me~and we decided to met up for chat~ but after i bath~ i fall asleep~ Luckily~after 6 missed called i managed to wake up and answered his call~

I went downstair and met up with him~chat chat chat till 5.30am then i went home and sleep again~

Summarised of yest :P

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2:55 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Last night while waiting for Shi fu to fetch me home~ i was talking to Yun on phone~ he as me to hold the line and another phone ring, i answered the phone~ it was my ex-manager who called me~ i was surprised that he called and found out that he was working oversea for 4 years and was back to Singapore recently, but he will be leaving again~ so he asked me to meet up~

I was thinking that i might just lost all my contacts because of my stupidness to delete my phone book contacts~but well~ still managed to find a few back~ keke~

When i was on my way home~Bru called me and said that he was at Clark Quay~asked me if i wanted to join~i was thinking~ he will be in Singapore only a few days~ i didn't have the time to meet him up when he tour this few days~so best is to meet him now~ so i went home and prepare myself and shi fu fetch me there~

As they are not really familiar there~i myself also~ i called my cousin "xin" and we went down to her work place~sort of like Thai pub~

We relax and drink there~until i don't know why i suddenly EMO and cried~ after chatting with Bru, who tried to calm me down~ i am feeling much better~cause i had cried it out~but feel so embarrassed~ i cried as if i am still a kid men~zzzz

Recently really hard to control my feeling~i duno why~ make people around me worried~when i reached home~ i sleep in the living room~

This morning~got scolding from Dad~ Haizzz

Then he started to scold everyone in the house~ Nag Nag Nag~

My sister ask me to go back to my room~

Sad~ Make him worried about me >.<

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1:25 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 6, 2010

I think i am getting too emotional again ~ i was listening to a Thai MV which i shared last night and thinking it was so similar to my past~ my . . . go play and i at his house waiting. . . and waiting and waiting him back home~ when he is back~ i will pretend nothing happen when i know something~I cried in the bus when i was on my way to work ><

Haiyo~ i forget that i should leave the past behind~why i still remember geh~ O_o i don't want to remember the bad things about the past~why i just can't let it go~ is myself who hold on the RS so long and didn't want to give up~Now also i myself give up on the RS~ Since is me who voice out~how come i am not Happy at all~

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12:27 PM

♥ Monday, July 5, 2010

Now my life is in a mess~ just like Jigsaw Puzzle ~ i need to put them back piece by piece into the correct place~ I making it in a mess and putting back again and again~ its not even complete and i mess it again~

I feel like i don't know what i want now~ i am living and breathing because of my family~not for myself~ i am getting negative thinking~sometimes i do have positive one~but its like an angel and devil inside my brain~

So sick and tired of this life~so aimless~

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8:13 PM

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3rd July 2010 Sat

Went to Tiong Bahru watch Movie (The Twilight Saga: Eclipse ) with Stephenie and Bi~

After that we went seperate way~ as Bi and i don't want to go home so early~ we decided to alight at Clark Quey as its on the way~ actually intended to eat cake at Clark Quey~one of the restuarant~ but it was so packed~alot people watching World Cup~so we headed to Haagen-Dazs to eat ice cream instead~

Sushi Ice Cream~

Waffle Ice Cream~

Hang around there awhile,then meet up one old friend and had a chat~start to rain~so we took a cab home~

So tired after that~ i fall asleep early that day~

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2:18 PM

♥ Thursday, July 1, 2010

End of the month~is always a boring day for me~ Don't know who to call now~can't even ask customers to make payment as i also don't how much they need to pay~ Now feeling sleepy after i had my lunchie wor~

FB no people talking now~so bored lar~ Want to go home sleep~

Still got three and a half hours to go~Now my Hp low batt, nobody to talk to or sms~
bored Bored BoreD ~ :(

My colleague told me to go clubbing tonight, then she never come to work wor~ I think yesterday night when she go clubbing she got drink la~ than today drunk already cannot come to work -_-!!!

I think later after i finish work~ i will go straight home geh ~

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5:29 PM