♥ Tuesday, August 31, 2010

31th August 2010

Today got spotted by my superior of me and Dearie~ Lolx He go email our pic to show two of my other colleague~ Zzz

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2:46 PM

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30th August 2010

Went back home with Mei Mei and Mei Fu~we took a bus home~

Reach home~I bathe and rush to SK find Dearie Dearie :P

We packed Pratas home to eat~as i am lazy~i told him to use our hand to eat~ hahaha~ first time use hand to eat Pratas~ :P

Then i watch my favourite show "Mei Li ren sheng" i think~ then try to sleep~ Nowadays always cannot sleep at night~ turn here and there till 3am plu then can sleep sia~ Tired~

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9:54 AM

♥ Monday, August 30, 2010

29th August 2010

As Dearie's Father Birthday is nearby~his family member decided to celebrate early~so we are having steamboat with his family members at night~

I feel so pai seh~as it was my first time eating with his family members~but after all~i did it @@

After dinner~ Dearie get back to work on his clock and i play my games with Iphone~

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12:22 PM

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28th August 2010

Working half day on Saturday~

After work~ i went Bugis Junction~Bugis Village and Iluma walk walk myself as he finish work at 6pm only and i finish work at 1pm~ So i bought myself a dress~a pair of shoes and 3 pair of earrings~ keke

At night~ we went to Pasir Ris to drink and chit chat~ Nice place to hang out with~

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12:01 PM

♥ Friday, August 27, 2010

27th August 2010

Today is my 4th Auntie's Birthday~I just called her to wish her Happy Birthday~she sound so touch~abit like wanted to cried~make me also felt like crying~

Just now~went late lunch with Sha~she never eat and go straighten her hair~so i go get something for Dearie as it was our one month and i haven't got him anything~although i bought clothes for him but that time i buy was not for our One month na~ so thought of getting him something he likes which i know de :) It was not very expensive~but i hope he like it ~

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3:53 PM

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26th August 2010

Had half an hour break with Dearie~ this is so called the 2nd time we had half an hour break together~ after that~we get back to work~

Dolls Myspace Comments

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12:38 PM

♥ Thursday, August 26, 2010

25th August 2010

First time go lunchie with Dearie at Keypoint~After that we went back to work together :)

He finish work at 6pm~as usual and expected ba~he told me he go meet his friends, as last minutes his friends CC jio him go eat~ suddenly at night said that they also got drink at a coffee shop~alot of his ex-colleagues there and some new faces too~ Haiz

I got EMO again~although he got called me and talked to me~but the place was so near "M"~ Anyway, i didn't managed to keep my cool~i just talked lifelessly~

At night, after i finish work~my ex sms me~ask me how i was doing and if i got bf~i told him that i was good and i had a bf~He said that he will find me once he was done with his stuff O_o

i went to find Dearie~as we are sort of quarrelling ~ i can't talked about my feeling to him~ so end up~ we like very strange~ don't know why~his call list was clear~i started to suspect he lied to me na~ then he said that he didn't~ Haizz

First time quarrel ><

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9:06 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 25, 2010

24th August 2010

Celebrate Mummy's Birthday at home, the day before bring her and Ah bi go eat dinner le~

Some picture to show about the celebration~Cute Ah boy sing birthday song finish and straight away blew the candles~all of us got shocked and LOL ~Somemore he show the innocent face~ too bad never get to take the video~

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9:11 AM

♥ Monday, August 23, 2010

23th August 2010

Today Mood : Good~ cause Dearie so sweet~

Morning kenna disturb by Dearie not to go work nah~ I know that he is kidding~but he is so persistent~can disturb me till almost reached work place~i think i am too firm~he give up disturbing me in the end~haha

My family (short of two person to be complete) :X

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9:39 AM

♥ Saturday, August 21, 2010

20th Aug 2010

I finish work at 6 pm today as I was going to visit my aunt~

After that~I meet Dearie at SK as he just finish work ~ as he was hungry~ we decided to go to a nearby kopitiam to packed food~

He saw his friend at the kopitiam~ then his friend jio him go drink~ I let him decide as the next day both of us don't need to work~

So he decided to join his friends~ his friends were all so funny~ like to tease one another~ make me so blur ~ but luckily some of the things~ Dearie already told me before ~ so I managed to catch what they trying to say :p

I never drink with them as I was having my redbull~ until sometime~ I had abit taste of Vodka~

Dearie was drunk~ so his friends sent us to the cab~ when we reach home ~ I was being questions @@ he ask me lots of questions and he answer himself while he just don't listen to my answers~

Hai~ yesterday got to know more and more about him~haven't got enough time to digest yet~ then at night~ he told me that he felt that I don't love him~ make me feel so upset~ then he fall asleep~ (tio ignore) and I cry to sleep zzz

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8:42 PM

♥ Friday, August 20, 2010

20th August 2010

Why i become like that :( My mood now is down down down~ Hai~
Getting nearer and nearer to the timing to go see my aunt~feeling so down now~
Think Dearie wanted to go drink today as he just sms me say he think he not going~to me~think means that wish to go but something is stopping him~

4pm plu already~ . . . Hai~Living in this world is so cruel~hate the pain inside my heart~so hurt~

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11:11 AM

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If you dislike or hate someone ~ will u chat or msg the person when he/she msg u ?

I am puzzled~ but I know I will not reply to the person who I hate as I do not wish to hear from that person ever again~ it's hard for me to hate someone ~ if anyone could make me hate him/her~ that person must have really do something real hurting to me~

Sometime I really find that I m so power~ I can forget things which I don't wish to remember~ but as time goes by~ I realize that I am deceiving myself~cause it's all in my memories~ just that I choose to forget to make myself feel better~

Life goes on~ I just hope that the future will be better~

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9:14 AM

♥ Thursday, August 19, 2010

19th August 2010

Life is so unpredictable~

Just get to know my auntie got cancer~feel so sad~nothing much that i can do for her~Why must such things happen~

I suddenly feel that there is so much things i wanted to do in my life which i never get to do~
I wanted to go oversea~to places which i have never been to~with my loved one~
I wanted to have my own family~i know is hard~but if i can have~ i wanted to have my own house~with my husband and kids~
I wanted to save alot of money~so that when i am not around one day~at least my family members won't be headache and i can R.I.P
I wanted to have a puppy of my own~who i can name it as whatever name i want and got companion~

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5:35 PM

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18th August 2010

Was at work while my Superior G come and disturb ~ talked about my stupid heat rashes~ which upset me~ Although not the first time he said about my rashes~ but i felt really hurt deep in my heart~I also don't wish to ~but what can i do~eeee hate it lah~

Will i have my future :(

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12:34 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 18, 2010

17th August 2010

After i finish work~ i headed back home with my colleagues~

At night~after he finish work~we had a small arguement on his ex thingy and he told me that he has sms his ex that he has a gf~i guess it has resolved already ba~I got a little bit upset though but didn't want to said anymore things to him to make things worst~Then he explain and i think maybe he say too many things to me~he got angry and told me that he will explained to me the last time again about his ex and ask me to stop asking~

He message me that he was real tired and went to bed~

Me of cause cannot sleep~i tried to sleep but in the end~sleep at 2am plu i think~

Haizzz

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12:49 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 17, 2010

16th August 2010

I felt moody and don't know how to react when Dearie told me about his ex's thingy~His mum and Sis like her so much like that~I don't know what can i say or do~don't want put him in difficult situation also~ :(

I am so lost now~wanted to stick to him but i am scared that his family members will dislike me~scared he find me troublesome or too sticky to him~what should i do ???

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10:59 AM

♥ Sunday, August 15, 2010

14th Aug 2010

Wait for Dearie to finish work~ headed to Orchard as i need to take my Anna Sui Redeem Gift~

Went to 313 Orchard to have dinner at HOT TOMATO~

Dearie's

Mine

Sandwich Wrap (Not Nice :X)

First time go KTV PUB with Dearie~ we went to Liquid~ sing a few songs and drink ~ we chit chat although the place is quite noisy~ he shared with me pics of his past ~ We headed home when we finish our drink ^^

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9:48 PM

♥ Friday, August 13, 2010

13th Aug 2010

Today my mood >__<

Up & down feeling~don't know what feeling is that O_O

Just finish late lunch~mood better liao~ got to get back to work again~

See my result ~ wanted to faint~ as usual last again~

Don't understand why no matter how i chase my customers i still don't get good result ~

This month going to eat grass again~ :( sob sob

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12:23 PM

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12th Aug 2010

My ex Mum called me and said that my ex got no place to stay, will be staying in his Car~ zzz Ask me to called him to talk to him~ I don't know how to tell his mum sia~

After work~ i rush home to help Mummy dye her hair while waiting for Dearie to finish work~

Then i meet up with him after i finish my stuff~

We did not talked much at night as he was tired after a few days OT~ this week he will be so busy~he never go drink~so guai~but i guess he cannot guai very long LOL~

He passed me $$$ to keep for him, i thought that it will be better if i hide the $$$ at his room~Just one day only~ he found it~ OMG~ i am so stupid na~He still purposely hint me of the $$$ will fly out of the window if he forget to closed the window~ Zzz

This time~ I kept it very safely~huhx

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12:05 PM

♥ Thursday, August 12, 2010

11th Aug 2010

After finish work~ Dearie waited for me to finish work and we headed to Buangkok to have late dinner~

Sweet & Sour Fish Rice

Fried Sliced Fish Soup with Rice

At Night~ his ex-gf's sis msg her that her sis is not doing good now~don't know why i get abit upset~suddenly i got the feeling that he might go back to his ex as he love her so much last time~when i confront him ~ his feeling after seeing the msg~ he give me an answer which i am speechless~But i am still thinking about it ~ ><

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11:22 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I don't know where i should start~I don't know how long we have known each other~We just started to be together after that day~ which i went Resort to find him~or should i said join him~as one of my colleague told me that he was drunk~

When i got there~to my surprised i see him no drunk -_-!!! Anyway, i just joined and drink together~

At first~he told me we will just let natural takes it course as i guess he was also afraid that he might get hurt~same goes to me~I tried to let things be natural~but i don't know how~i keep getting EMO whenever there is slight changes from him~which he don't know la~I don't want to let him know~as i am really Emo Girl loh O_o

As day by day passed~ i must admitted he got real good six sense~ always can sense me when i am not feeling good about something and he will confront me~which makes me abit speechless~cause i never intend to let him know mah~

I have given up twice as i felt he is not really into this relationship and i think that we should get to know each other more~but he told me to give us a chance~

I started to like him more and more~

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5:48 PM

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10th Aug 2010

I went back home after work and wait for Dearie to call me as he finish work later than me by 1 hour.

So i go home and rest awhile~when i reached home~it seem like nobody at home~ then after which i called my sis's hp and realise that all of them are in the room~but i have already left home~to meet him for late dinner~

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1:27 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 10, 2010

9th Aug 2010

Monday went Ajisen with Dearie~ Had a great Lunch and we shop shop around~

After that we went back home to relax awhile and set off to watch movie "The Last Airbender" at Pasir Ris~ The show wasn't that amazing as we thought of~ but afterall~ we managed to watch that so called 3D movie without falling asleep as some parts of the show was so funny zzz

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2:36 PM

♥ Monday, August 9, 2010

6th Aug 2010

Friday went Resort with Dearie~ at first everything was fine~ until a Thai girl keep hooking him~
I don't know how to react as I don't know if I angry ~ he will be angry of my reaction~ so I choose to ignore @@

After that he did tell me^^ what the Thai girl talked to him about~ Anyway i am glad he did thought of my feeling :)

Didn't really get myself drunk that day keke~ then we went back home jor ~

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5:19 AM

♥ Friday, August 6, 2010

Yesterday night go Arena for drink as i was feeling Emo after hearing my Dearie going drink at M~ So at night when my colleague S jio me to go Arena~ i agreed to meet up with her~ I went back home change and took a cab down to meet her~

I drink till abit high and start to dance -_- as all the rest are dancing~so i join then to the dance floor~

Today~ i still managed to drag myself off my bed to work my OT~

keke~

Me recently mood swing until i also don't know what is wrong with me~ Talk to Yun during lunch time~feel that what he said is making sense~but also like what he said~i will not do anything to change now~must really see things at the worst stage then i will start to panic and really think what to do~

My RS also like my mood ~ up and down~ i wish i can managed it well ~ :)

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11:28 AM

♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010

Suddenly feel EMO again~ Arghhh.....What is wrong with me~ I feeling bad and moody~
Don't know why would a person actions makes me like that~

Am i falling too deep~

Back from late lunch~ feeling better already~

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1:15 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Bored at work~ draw abit~ to relax my mind~

My dearie's drawing~

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7:43 PM