♥ Thursday, September 30, 2010

30th September 2010

Once we realize that imperfect understanding is the human condition there is no shame in being wrong, only in failing to correct our mistakes.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

♥琳琳♥

2:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 28, 2010

28th September 2010

I really feeling kind of EMO nowadays~don't know what is going wrong with me~whatever he do i also don't like~ :( Keep showing my short temper~ suddenly i felt myself so strange~ I don't like who i m now~ As i am not myself~ Now~I try to keep quiet when i don't like anything he do~which i felt more worst~cause if this carry on~ i think the next time i show my temper~it should be a big quarrel~ Haizzz

I wanted to know him better, but the more i know~ i don't know if i can accept as time passed by~I am starting to be afraid that i cannot take it anymore~I am still figuring out what he do~why i give him his privacy~

It doesn't mean that i re-strict myself then he must re-strict himself too~I can't be selfish~he need time with his friends~he said that~but i can't ~ cause i don't have girl friends that i can hang out with~Even i have ~I can't enjoy myself if he is not around~as i will be keep thinking of him~

I guess i am abnormal :( I see other couples don't have this kind of problems~why do i have~The problems lies in me ~

♥琳琳♥

3:11 PM

♥ Saturday, September 25, 2010

Saw this post in one of my friend's fb~ Find it real meaningful ~

"If someone can't stop doing the things you want them to do~
it only means that they love those things more than they love you"

♥琳琳♥

11:58 AM

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25th Sep 2010

Today I got to work OT~ so I wake up and prepare myself for work~ pack my bag and set off~ When i was about to reach the bus stop~ i realise that i forget to take something~ so i called Dearie~Oh my tian~ he never answer and rejected my calls :x so I keep calling and finally managed to get him~ I went back to take things~

As Dearie was sleeping ~ i saw his blur blur look~ thought that I disturb his sleep ~ he will be angry at my clumsiness ~ but he actually smile at me and pass me my things and told me that he will see me one hour later~ he go rest one more hour~ LOL

♥琳琳♥

11:57 AM

♥ Thursday, September 23, 2010

23th Sep 2010

没想到早上我尽然以为我起床的时间跟平常一样～啊～就没时间打扮了～我就赶快准备～Dearie~ 看起来好象有点生气的样子～可是我不是故意睡迟的～
In the morning~while taking bus and MRT~feeling so down about what happen last night~can't get over it :(

♥琳琳♥

3:20 PM

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22th Sep 2010

I feel so sad~i feel that i am so bad as a gf~I don't know what i can do~I can't do anything to make him happy anymore~i was feeling so down~I decided to cry to myself ~ 我做错了～我利用了我的权利～造成了今天的伤害～没想到你的感受～我真的很过分～我也不知道为什么我会这样做～Hai...

自己做错的事就要自己承担～后果只附～

♥琳琳♥

3:19 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 21, 2010

21th September 2010

Dearie and i got diahoerra after our Genting Trip -_-!!! and we did not turned up for work~ Went to see doctor~was feeling better though~

My Favourite Lemon Tea~

Dearie buy for me ~

♥琳琳♥

1:53 PM

♥ Wednesday, September 15, 2010

15th September 2010

Yippeeee~ After today OT, will be going Genting with Dearie~ Yesssss !!!

Relax time~ After 3 long OT days~ First time go Trip with Dearie~ Hmmm... Hope both of us can enjoy there~ Keke~

♥琳琳♥

11:12 AM

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14th September 2010

We had steamboat at night after reach home from work~ :P

♥琳琳♥

10:50 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 14, 2010

13th September 2010

First time that Dearie hug me in the train as i got nothing to hold onto~as the train was so packed~I felt warm :)

He was so cute~he actually Whats App me to tell me that he first time hug me in the train (9.42am)~

So sweet na~

♥琳琳♥

8:57 AM

♥ Sunday, September 12, 2010

sad to say~ I m losing him~ whatever I do it's wrong~ I have change my status to "why is it so hard to love and understand the one you love" he got angry with me~ I duno why???

what I do wrong this time which make him ignore me~

♥琳琳♥

11:02 PM

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11th September 2010

Today~ feeling down ~ cause I duno why what I do~ make Dearie angry~ always I do wrong things de~

I duno what to do then I can make him happy~ he always said that I didn't put myself in his shoes~ but my thinking was not far enough to think of what he think~ I find it so hard so hard now :(

♥琳琳♥

6:18 AM

♥ Thursday, September 9, 2010

9th September 2010

Today Lunchie with Dearie~

My Tom Yam Mee Huen Kuey~

Dearie's Yong Dau Fu~

♥琳琳♥

7:56 PM

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8th September 2010

At night~ Dearie & his Mummy start to prepare and cook Sambal Fried Rice and Wanton Soup~
So Nice ~ When i reach his house got dinner to eat le~ :X

Sambal Fried Rice

Wanton Soup

♥琳琳♥

9:21 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 8, 2010

8th Sep 2010

Today quarrel with Dearie~cause i say i like a girl to him~ i was just kidding~ er... maybe i sound too serious~ he was angry with me whole morning :(

We didn't really talk until his lunch time, we managed to see each other~then we started to talk~

He also Whats App me what he is unhappy about and i agreed not to said that to him again :X

Just now had lunchie with Sha Sha~ as I duno how to speak Thai and i ordered my food with egg which i don't eat~ ans i wanted the lemon tea which he ordered for me previously~but i ordered wrongly zzz~

♥琳琳♥

2:45 PM

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7th Sep 2010

Today Dearie cook Marcoroni~that is for late dinner :)

♥琳琳♥

1:33 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 7, 2010

6th September 2010

Dearie finish work and went shop for ingredients for Pasta~

After finish work~went to find Dearie as he will be cooking Pasta for me to eat ~

Wo de Ai Xin Pasta~

♥琳琳♥

10:50 AM

♥ Monday, September 6, 2010

3th Sep - 5th Sep 2010

♥琳琳♥

12:35 PM

♥ Sunday, September 5, 2010

Me now at Penang~ miss miss my Dearie alot~ although I go for a short trip~ just 3 days only~ but it seem like 3 months zzz ~ I hate to be separate with him~

Tomorrow going back Singapore lo~ feel so happy~ wanted to go find Dearie when I reached but he asked me to go back home~ so Bo bian lo~ I go home and settled my thingy ~

♥琳琳♥

5:39 AM

♥ Thursday, September 2, 2010

2nd September 2010

Today I had Lunchie with Dearie as i got OT ~ As i needed to change money for my Penang Trip tomorrow~we decided to go Golden Mile to eat~ He bring me to a Thai (coffee shop) to have lunch~ I had Thai minced Pork Rice~ very nice :P Dearie had Beef Noodle~

Mine Thai Minced Pork Rice~

Dearie's Beef Noodle~

♥琳琳♥

9:34 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 1, 2010

01 September 2010

Today had my late lunch with Dearie~ but he got only half an hour~ LOL

I had fried rice~ OMG~ its alot and i can't finish it~ He had hor fun~at least he managed to finish it~

Counting down 2 days to my Penang Trip~abit excited already~as now i feel better ~as at first i don't felt like going as Dearie not joining me :(

I am trying to not to think so much~as afraid that he might go... M~

♥琳琳♥

6:05 PM