♥ Wednesday, October 27, 2010

23th October 2010

I got myself a baby friend~ i name him "Ice" :)

27th October 2010

I just can't imagine~ all the people around me are so selfish~ only think of themself~ want to get angry just show temper and never thought of others then want people to think for them~I felt that i am on a boat sinking now~ i got nowhere to on board as nobody cares how i feel and i am just Alone~luckily still got Ice with me~

While i was sleeping at night~suddenly i wake up and saw Dearie munching tibits~when i ask him~he said that he was hungry~ first time i saw him eating so early~i guess the timing should be like 3am or 5am~ really got a shocked~

♥琳琳♥

6:06 PM

♥ Friday, October 22, 2010

22th October 2010

Today feel like telling Dearie "I love you" i decided to create in whats app and send to him ~ Lolx

I ruin two~ not nice at all~ then i decided to do one more without the background ~

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5:13 PM

♥ Thursday, October 21, 2010

20th October 2010

While chatting and watching DVD ~ he told me many times that he love me~ I really appreciate it~ I didn't mean to say things to hurt him~ but I told him that I know very well in my heart how much he love me~ Today he post on my wall that he would erase all the things I dun like from his heart and his mind ~ once again~ I am really very touch by him~ but I still very well know ~ how much he really love me~

I admit that I tested him to buy things for me as he always do that to me~ of cos if the things is at affordable price I would really love to buy for him~ I still remember that for our first month when he told me abt the perfume he liked and is very hard to find ~ I actually took a pic of the perfume and search for it~ of cos I have a few places in my mind to check it out~ I was so lucky~ the first place in my mind that I thought of~ really sell that perfume~ I was so happy and bought it for him~ he was surprised when I passed the perfume to him that day :)

What I am trying to say here is that who dun wish that the person they love would buy or give her/him things that they want~ but I have experience once I guess, that was my last memories that someone ask me what I wanted~ and I said Gameboy and I waited 3 years~ I never received that gift~ I then learned that I will not want that kind of disappointment ~ I get myself what I want and I am happy with it~ the main point is not abt the gameboy but the promise~

♥琳琳♥

9:56 AM

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20th October 2010

After I finish work and had my dinner~ I helped Dearie to sew his pant as the bottom of the pant is loose already and his mum wanted to help him sew but she said that her eye sight not so well~ so I offer to help out :)

Although I admit I didn't do a great job but I hope that at least I sew it up and Dearie won't have difficulties in walking as the pant won't stuck at his shoes when he walked ~

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9:46 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 20, 2010

19th October 2010

Dearie has not been feeling well since Monday~ went to see a Doctor on Monday~ he was still fine~ can eat and talk as usual~ but today he become so silent~ eat little and seldom talk~ keep lying on the bed~whatever i said he also don't listen~asked him if wanted to see a Doc again~ he rejected me~ I feel so helpeless as i am unable to do anything for him~

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11:58 AM

♥ Monday, October 18, 2010

16th October 2010

He saw my status and confront me~ why do I put that with or without me got any different~ I managed to let him know how I felt about our RS~ I admit that I was selfish to have mention to him to break up to avoid our RS~ but after talking to him ~ I decided not to as the problems doesn't lies in him~ it's all because of my bad experience that I can't trust anyone~which makes him offended ~ I have tried to put my past behind but it's easier to said than to do it~ Although this time round we managed to talk things out~ I m still afraid what would be the next things~ I know I shouldn't think so much~ especially when things haven't even happen~ I should worried when things happen~ anyway ~ if it's meant to be yours it will definitely be yours~

My ex has been trying to call and SMS recently which he is unhappy about it~ but I did not response ~ just hope that now is already so many things ongoing ~ I don't want anyone to disturb my life now~

♥琳琳♥

1:54 AM

♥ Saturday, October 16, 2010

都不知道他要我来干嘛～其实他自己一个人和有没有我都一样～我真的搞不懂～不明白～出现的问题真的是在我身上吗？

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8:12 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 13, 2010

What do you think about my little new baby?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

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8:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 12, 2010

11th October 2010

I don't know why I keep having the feeling that he is hot and cold towards me~ I just want to sayang him but it's so hard~ even pat his head he will don't like it~ when I ask him~ he said that he sometime like and sometime don't like~ how am I going to know when can and when cannot~ he said when he is concentrating on his games or things he don't like ~

hmm... I headache na~ first time have a weird weird bf like that~ everything depends on his mood~ he like it~ he will do whatever he want to do~ don't bother to stop him as he won't loh~ he don't like it ~ he will just ignore you ~ :(

♥琳琳♥

12:08 PM

♥ Monday, October 11, 2010

10th October 2010

On Saturday i have downloaded the Movie "50 First Dates" as Dearie mention that he was looking for a movie that the girl keep on forgetting things, so i search under Romance Show and managed to find this Movie~

So Lucky~ I actually download the Movie Show he was looking for~ I see him so happy :)
I also feel glad~ ^^ We decided to watch the show together after having our dinner~The show was so touching~The guy just keep making the woman fall in love with her everyday when she woke up~ so sweet~ why would a guy fall so deeply in love with a forgetful girl like her which everyday she wake up she will just forget about him ~ forget everything that had happen between them and start all over again and again~

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12:18 PM

♥ Friday, October 8, 2010

7th October 2010

As Dearie finish work at 6.00pm~we decided to have Maggie Mee at night when i come back from work~then he went home and his mum has bought duck rice for both of us~ so in the end~ we didn't eat Maggie Mee~ As i was moody~ I asked him to buy beer~so he bought two cans~drink for fun de~

At night~ he downloaded the movie "Good Luck Chuck"~ Actually i was surprised as normally when i ask him to download movie~ he never did~ but instead yesterday when i did not asked him to download~ he actually download one movie~ LOL~ we had beer and watch Movie together~

♥琳琳♥

9:36 AM

♥ Thursday, October 7, 2010

6th October 2010

每天说我爱你就能天长地久吗？

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10:55 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 6, 2010

5th October 2010

Just reach Dearie's Home, his mum passed him the house key to passed to me~as the previous night she realised that i didn't have the key to the house~I feel so touched as she actually made the new keys for me :)

♥琳琳♥

2:45 PM