♥ Tuesday, December 28, 2010

28th December 2010

On 24th Dec 2010~Dearie wanted to meet his colleagues at Titanium at The Esplande~so i thought of going with him as it was our 5 Month Anniversary as well~ i wanted him to be happy~In fact~ we did enjoy ourselves and had lots of fun~

when he accompany me go toilet and just when we went back to our table~i put my small bag under the table~Then two of Yuling's friends said that they are leaving~so i checked my bag if its still around~My bag went missing~I was real shocked~so i told Dearie~he was angry and keep asking me to check properly~i checked under table and surrounding~its really gonezzz

Then we went toilet and also outside the club to find~he tried to called both my HP and at first there is tinging tone then the person who took it switch off my HP~After about one hour search i think~ then we give up and went to police station to make a report~

This is really the worst Christmas Celebration i ever had~I was always very careful with my personal things~ i really can't imagine that i can lost things that is important to me~ :(

25-26th December 2010
After everything~both of us is not in mood already~we went to Police Station to make report again as that night we did not managed to do the report due to the police officer on duty said that he need my IMEI no. for my IPhone and i can't provide~

At night~Quarrel again~As his friend jio him out to his house downstair for 30 mins talk~I am upset~his friend ask him if i am going to join them~i felt that he like don't want me to go~so i don't know what to answered him~then he started to say i always assume assume things which he never said~Then he said that how he know if its guys talk and if he bring me go his friend might felt weird~(In my heart, that is don't want me to go what, why he still said i assume, i am right that he don't want me to go) He cannt tahan what i said back to him and wanted to use the chair to beat me~although he didn't beat me just raise the chair in front of me~I still feel that one day he will lose his mind and beat me ba~Cause he is going crazy le~ i don't know why because of small quarrel will lead him to become like that~i wonder is it my character really that bad de~Quarrel until i wanted to shifted home~as i don't want to see him and will not quarrel~he said that i am avoiding then~why we cannot find a solution~I admitted i wanted to avoid~for the time being i also wanted~as i wanted to calm down~seeing him just won't calm me down~

27th Dec 2010
Quarrel ~ I actually wanted to go work~then he said that he will accompany me to do my things and somemore i was having diarrhea~ so i thought of going see doctor then~In the end~He told me that he need to go back to work as company really short handed~i was so angry lo~i seldom take MRT or BUSES de ma~how would i know how to go to so many different places myself~unless got people accompany me lar and he will mind ma~then he asked me to go alone~i was so lost~don't even know where to started off~ Haizzz I never wanted to make things difficult for him~in my heart i know that i got to asked him to go work~but another sided i wish he can accompany me go la~Then as i already told him to go to work since he so undecisive~but when i called him and i scolded him to make me never go work~He go crazy cause he don't know what i wanted~

I also don't know what to say~cause the more i say it make things worst~ In the end ~ he accompany me go do my things la~willingly or not i also don't know~

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