♥ Monday, February 28, 2011

27th February 2011

Dearie got to work on Sunday~ so i went back home and have breakfast with Mummy, Mei Mei and Boy Boy at NEX as Mummy said that the noodle there very nice~ I never take picture as i was too hungry and forget to take the picture~ will try to post the picture if i got another chance to go there eat again~ The noodle is really nice~it cost $5.00 for one bowl of mee pok dry noodle and a cup of coffee~ :)

After that we went back home and Mei Mei prepared Boy Boy thingy and we set off to Ah Yi 's House as Mummy and Mei Mei wanted to play Mahjong~ I join then played one round and then i went back to meet Dearie at his house~

As his mummy got cooked dinner ~ we eat at home :P

At night~ we watch TV together then we played with Iphone while i trying to sync my Itune~ :)

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11:19 AM

♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011

25th February 2011

Last night when reach Dearie's Hse~ i received a whats app from Barry~ asking me when free to meet~ just nice~ Dearie took my hp and see and browse through my FB and duno what~ his msg appear on my Iphone screen~then he misunderstood me for asking other guy out~ Zzz Actually i just msg Barry as a friend of mine to tell him that there is a pasamalam at Sk~ he might want to go walk walk~as i rem last time he told me that he like to go pasamalam~ I admitted is my fault to start sms my fren first~but i never intend to meet him~i even tell him that i will be going with my bf de~ Is all misunderstanding lor~ Haizzz

Then he keep asked me for reason~then asked me to go meet him lor~then i get dulan~i just told him off ~ i will definately meet him if i never had him as my bf~it got worst~ Zzz

So i think i just keep quiet is the best~ since we are both stone~ if i talk back at him~things will only got worst~

It does not mean that i like the person so i thought of him ~ it can be i treat him as my friend~cause when i am feeling bored he was once there to cheer me up~

Good friends are hard to find de ok~

Okok~ i thought for some time le~ I am wrong~ i shouldn't do things that i don't like him to do ~ Is all my fault~ i also don't know why i will do that~ as i am a "si xing yan" person~ normally i will figure out if i can do or cannot do and put myself in his shoes before i do anything~but this time~i really very confuse of my feeling ~ i duno how to express lah~ But i am very troublesome de~

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10:08 AM

♥ Friday, February 25, 2011

Sometimes is so strange~when i wanted to tell Dearie about my thinking of our future and er.. married~But always when i haven't say out~we will had some argument already and in the end~ i just keep to myself and did not tell him le~ It seem like when i think of some sweet things to tell him and something bad will happen~ Haizzz Sian 1/2 lor~

My thinking will go negative once something happen or i find him only think of himself~never think of me~then he will fight back and said that he got think for me~ O_o

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4:41 PM

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25th February 2011

Today Dearie work afternoon shift as morning he can't wake up~ so i guess he won't be going to take his new HP since he will be working late~ He haven't mention anything about it yet~so i also don't want to remind him~or say anything to make him feel sad or bad about it~

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3:23 PM

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I don't know why we always can't communicate and end up quarrel over small issue~ I also cannot stop saying things I not suppose to say~ feeling so moody now and yet got no one to tell~

He wanted to get a Hp~I just wanted to go with him and shared his joy when he get a new Hp but he misunderstand me and say that I want to go with him cause I scare he anyhow run or meet people~ if I really think this way~ and he say me~ I got nothing to say~ but I never think of that~ :( so I get angry but I never say out but he keep nagging me that I wanted to make him a robot~ haizzz

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12:46 AM

♥ Thursday, February 24, 2011

Yeahhhh ~ finally booked flight and hotel to Bangkok with Dearie ~ so happy ~
Although need to spend alot~ I hope that it will be worthwhile since it's my birthday :)

Now I need to plan my money well and save as much as I can to buy many things ~
^___^

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5:27 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 22, 2011

If you wanted to find someone~find someone who you love 100% and the person love you 150%~

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11:13 AM

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21th February 2011

Dearie wish to quit his job~but he haven't find a new job yet~ i don't want to give him advise as i am afraid that it might be a wrong decision and i am not in any position to advise him on that~just hope for the best for him~Will support him with any decision he decided~

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10:33 AM

♥ Monday, February 21, 2011

20th February 2011

Went to Rivervale Mall had lunch then took bus to Loyang to pray pray~

On the way there~as it was our first time taking bus there~i tried to recongised the route~

After that we took bus back to SK~on the way back~ i was listening to a song~ "Ku guo jiu hao le" saw the MTV~ make me cried~ the journey last 20-30 minutes i think and my bf was beside me~ he didn't even realised that i cried~ Haizzz so sad~

Alighted at SK~he said that i show him black face~ as earlier i disturb him that he was looking at a girl~he is not happy about what i said then he thought that i was angry~actually i was angry because he can sit beside me so long and never realised i cried before~ should i say that i can cover so well~ Haizzz

Then he keep argued with me then he said that he wanted to go for a drink~ so i asked him to jio his fren then~but i am not joining~ he asked me to followed him~awhile only~so i agreed~But in the end~As his fren is not free ~ We decided to go home then~

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1:43 PM

♥ Saturday, February 19, 2011

I really don't understand ~Why my RS has to turned out to be like this~ Always the same ending~ that is no outcome~ I just get to realised that he deleted his FB~ and he create a new one~ i was thinking to myself~ Then might as well don't delete ma~ He told me that since i mention broke off with him~He wanted to started afresh so he created a new account in FB~Am i thinking too much. . . Since he told me that~i take his words~since he also let me know the password although i can't rem already~

He don't lie to me~i admited that sometimes he tell me the truth i will get angry~ but thats normal reaction ok~ depends on situations lah~

Then someone told me about my past~i used 3 years to change a person~and given up after i realised that he can't be the one that i wanted to be with the rest of my life~so i leave him~Leaving him is also a tough decision ok~ i don't anyhow leave someone unless my heart is at the dead end~

Now i have given someone a chance~i don't know and i got no confident if he can be the one~ i trying one last time~ i told myself~i can be hard hearted~if things is still the same~ i gotta leave him~ No point to hold on to a RS that doesn't work out~

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4:18 PM

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18th February 2011

We didn't really have a talk about it~ but i have given him the last chance~ If he is not going to do anything about his character ~ i will not be soft hearted anymore~

I am so sad when he told me that he did not cherish me when i had given him so many times chances~ i had given myself chances to change too~

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11:11 AM

♥ Friday, February 18, 2011

17th February 2011

Quarrel ... Quarrel ... Quarrel ...

Getting worst ... i so sian le~ i mention numerous break up~ but still no break up~ cause he keep using violent~getting more and more violent~

I couldn't stand it anymore~ He making me really hate him~Not Love him~

If not because i can't bear to leave him~ i will not in such situation~ FUck man~

How can i get out of this? Should i let my parents know~

I wanted to go home~

I cannot carry on like this~ is affecting my work ~ my thinking ~ my mood ~

18th February 2011

I thought that i can work today~ but i duno where is my soul~ keep making fault~ WTF

I really felt like going home now~ don't want to think so much~

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9:17 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 16, 2011

March 21 - April 19

The first sign of the zodiac is concerned with:

* self-assertion, initiation, new beginnings

* action, daring, challenge, adventure

* exploration, pioneering, discovering

* aggression, creativity, personal goals

* personal control of everything

* competition, winning, being first

* courage, honesty, nobility, openness

Elemental Quality

Aries is the cardinal fire sign of the zodiac. It can be likened to a fire which gives direction, such as in a rocket, a gun, or an engine. Superman and Superwoman, who can propel themselves in any direction, are good metaphors of Aries energy. Fire is a process that causes change and Aries uses energy to bring about changes. Being a cardinal sign, Aries is the most energetic of the fire signs and usually takes the initiative.

Spiritual Goal

To learn the meaning of selfless love.

The Aries Personality

These are the general personality traits found in people who are typical of Aries. An unhappy or frustrated Aries may display some of the not-so-attractive traits.

Positive Negative

* Is a leader * Must be the boss

* Is energetic * Brashness

* Helps others to achieve their dreams * Blind to his or her effect on others

* Accepts challenges * Intolerance

* Believes the best of others * Jealousy

* Takes risks for others * Doesn't listen

* Defends the vulnerable * Selfishness

* An Aries life is an open book * Impulsiveness

* Will give life for the loved one * Poor judge of character

* Continues action even if others give up * Dislikes being told what to do

Secret Aries

Inside anyone who has strong Aries influences is a person who thinks that he or she is more interesting than others and better than those with whom they are in competition.

It is patently obvious to all that Aries is interested in winning, whoever or whatever the challenge.

A fight, a race, a bit of physical or verbal sparring, or an opportunity to do things in new ways are what keep the Aries' fires burning bright. Aries has to be number one in every respect. The secret fear of a typical Aries is that he or she won't be liked or valued, even though a winner. However, failure is never a problem because Aries doesn't know the word... every outcome is seen as a part of the winning process, which is why warnings of impending disasters are usually ignored.

The Aries Female

If a woman behaves in a way that is distinctive of the personality associated with the zodiac sign of Aries, she will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below, providing there are no influences in her personal birthchart that are stronger than that of her Aries sun sign.

Appearance

The typical Aries woman:

* is slim and strong

* is very active and glows with energy

* has strong, luxurious hair

* wears sophisticated colors and perfume

* dresses in clothes appropriate to the occasion

Behavior and Personality Traits

* looks you in the eye and gives a firm handshake

* is enthusiastic and optimistic

* talks back and often gets hurt because of it

* expects loyalty

* is fearless

* has interests outside the home or has a career

* expects to win in any situation

* is direct, open, and honest

* can make miracles happen

Aries At Work

At work, the person who has a typical Aries personality will exhibit the following characteristics.

Typical Behavior and Abilities

A typical Aries at work:

* is loyal an enthusiastic about the company

* will work all hours and is not a clock watcher

* will look elsewhere for an opening if bored

* is highly creative and can initiate

* has very strong willpower

* is not suited to political work

Aries as Employer

A typical Aries boss (male or female):

* is idealistic and needs the faith of his or her employees and expects their loyalty

* believes he/she can make the future a success

* needs others but will go it alone when necessary

* wants to be recognized as the boss

* can pull a business up from a near bankruptcy

* is generous with rewards for hard work

* expects everyone to drop everything to solve a crisis

Aries as Employee

A typical Aries employee (male or female):

* works best when answerable only to the boss

* can promote anything

* tends to work late rather than early

* looks for opportunity to learn and progress

* intends to succeed but is careless with details

* knows he or she can do well

* will move to another job if he or she feels the challenges in the current job have run out; security is not a priority, although Aries workers usually make their way under the most difficult circumstances

Working Environment

The workplace of a typical Aries man or woman:

* will have people and machines to take care of the details

* may be almost anywhere that is exciting

* must be stimulating and allow freedom of movement

* will support an important-seeming image

* must be accessible at all times: day, night, and weekends

Typical Occupations

Aries is associated with work which inspires activity in others -- for example, leaders, directors, supervisors, or any job that has authority. Aries must be in command or they will lose interest. Aries works best at the initiation of a project, leaving the consolidation to other people. Typical jobs are in recruitment and training, work in the theater, business enterprises, sports, and the military in any position that has power.

Aries and Love

To Aries, love is a conquest. Male Aries love the chase and seem to have little difficulty attracting women, while female Aries also love the challenge of the hunt but go about it a little more subtly. Aries of both sexes are attractive because of their natural energy. Aries in love will have many of the characteristics listed below.

Behavior When In Love

The typical Aries:

* is very romantic and believes in courtly love

* will insist on doing the chasing and cannot bear to be chased by anyone

* can be extremely possessive of the lover but cannot understand if the lover is possessive

* places the loved one on a pedestal

* will be jealous of any attention the loved one gives to others

* will defend the loved one to the death

Expectations

The typical Aries expects:

* total faithfulness from the partner

* the lover to respond as if he or she is the first and best lover ever known

* to be loved exclusively

* never to be criticized

The End of An Affair

Boredom is the death of most Aries love affairs. Like the knight in a crusade, it is the winning that is the peak of excitement. Once the fair lady (or fair gentleman) is won, there may be nothing left to stimulate the affair further. At this point the Aries will get itchy feet and want to be off to find new conquests.

It isn't that love itself is merely a conquest, it is the joy of overcoming obstacles to reach love. The partner of an Aries must always keep a little mystery in reserve and must always believe in every new Aries dream. If all fails -- and Aries will try and try before leaving a relationship -- then the Aries passion cools and there remains only a lack of interest.

A lover who hurts Aries very deeply can expect to be totally frozen out and ignored.

Aries Likes and Dislikes

Likes

* being liked

* the best wines

* a unique license plate on the car

* money to burn

* new clothes

* red roses

* food in bright colors

* personalized gifts

* presents wrapped in intriguing paper

* books

* sparkling gems

Dislikes

* being ignored

* physical restriction

* being placed less than first

* feeling hungry

* anyone who performs better than they

* old things, second-hand stuff

* having to wait for anything

* lingering after food

* bland food

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6:09 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Things I Hate about Guys

Womanizer
Gamble
Drinker
Fucker
Not Gentleman
Arrogant SuX
Too Rich
Sweet Talker Idiot
Need to tell him everything abt u and tell him le ~ Nothing was done (I thought all girls are same ~ will hope that their bf will think same as her and know what she wants instead of her telling out what she wants... don't know how to express)
Dishonest
Never shower Love
Never Understanding
Stingy Ass
Unfairness
What they do is always right and we are wrong~ only know how to say others but not themself

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7:11 PM

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15th February 2011

I don't know what is wrong with me~what i said to him ~ I have hurt him~

I don't wish to~ but i got no choice~ if things carry on~ it will be non-stop~

I also wish that he will be happy~ i happy anot~ i think no different~as i have been living in my world so long ~ already numb~

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6:02 PM

♥ Monday, February 14, 2011

14th February 2011

Yestersday wanted to celebrate Valentine Day with Dearie earlier as today we are going to do OT~ but i am a little bit upset as i bought an Ice Cream Cake from Swensen as he said that he don't like those normal cakes~ In the end~ we only took pictures with the cake and put in back to the refrigerator~ I am disappointed in myself~

Swensen Strawberry Ice Cream Cake~

Dearie~

Me~

I got to admit that i really can't cook~ i also admit that i am lazy to learn~ but this is what i learn from Dearie's mummy~ Also that i am so forgetful~ i forget to add egg~ Our dinner yesterday loh~

Macaroni with Hotdog~

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10:40 AM

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While on the way to work~ I purposely listened to "Ying kwa sai jai "as just now when taking lift with Dearie ~ suddenly the look of him when he first introduced me this song appear in my cloud~ then I realized ~ heng ar~ I still rem the whole things~ I thought that someday or how I would just forget it~ since I always can't rem what he told me ~

I miss the times we had~

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7:59 AM

♥ Saturday, February 12, 2011

He just come back from work and he asked abt his mum never cook today~ then I think he is hungry so I thought of packing food for him to eat but he dun want~ then I offer to cook marcoroni for him~ he also dun want~ In the end~ he go cooked Maggie mee to eat~ never ask me~ I also want to eat~ :( then he say he got ask me but I nv hear him ask me lor~ he then started to get his 清白... I can't be bother~ I just wanted to do something for him since Valentine Day is coming and we are not celebrating~ as both of us are broke ~ I even used my CC to buy a Valentine Day Cake to have a small celebration with him~

Now I really regret~

Haiz...

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7:44 PM

♥ Friday, February 11, 2011

This is a picture of me and Dearie~ daily what we do when we go back home after work~ lolx

Enjoy~

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6:17 PM

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I had only drink Bubble Milk Tea ~ never tried other flavour~

This time round i ordered KOI CAFE~ Oh my tian~ it cost $3.50 for the medium size and 50% sugar~

But it taste so bitter ~ I think i just stick to my bubble Milk Tea ba~

My Ex-Class Mate getting married soon~ I received a msg to do a greeting card for her~

Here it is~ Although not very nice lah~

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6:14 PM

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Hmm...

Why i cannot asked questions ar~

11th February 2011

This morning i was thinking of having the Malay fried rice~ i forget the name~Don't know later at lunch time can eat anot~

On the way to work with Dearie~ suddenly got one greeny worm landed on my hand~ i was so scared~ but Dearie no response~ Maybe we are going to be late for work le~so he can't be bother much~

Haizzz

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12:13 PM

♥ Thursday, February 10, 2011

Dearie was on MC yesterday~so after work i went back home~

He cooked macaroni for our dinner~ so sweet~

He is sicked yet he cooked for me to eat~ really appreciated it~

Recently he is not feeling well but he still tried to treat me good~ As for me ~ i am so jialat~

I don't know how to console him~ instead i keep saying wrong things :(

He must have feeling down~ yet i cannot do anything to cheer him up~

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2:17 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Shared some pictures i have taken on CNY ~

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5:52 PM

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It has been quite some time ever since i updated my blog~

I am on MC two days (7-8th Feb 2011)~just got back to work ~ @@

Chinese New Year~ I Have been busy gambling everywhere i go :X

And i lost money na ~ Anyway not alot~ within my limited~

This month duno is it because of CNY~ i buy too many things~ i abit over spend already~

Still in debts too~ i think not going smooth at the beginning of a New Year leh~

Need to go pray pray le~

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3:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 2, 2011

2nd February 2011

Today while I am on my way to work ~ Dearie what's app me and said that he reaching office soon~ then I realize today he was early wor~ is it really because of me that he was late yest~ I never even bath and prepare myself go out with him together~ Hai...

Yest I packed my things until very pek cek ~ cause whenever I packed things~my nose very sensitive ~ then I will keep sneezing ~ somemore he so abnormal yest~ he actually so lazy de~ yet he go nearby his house shopping centre to eat dinner~ I just find it strange and asked him is it he meet people there to have dinner ~ end up we quarrel bcos of my question~ he felt that I did not trust him ~ :(

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8:22 AM

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1st February 2011

I duno why~ but today Dearie really make me feel that I make him late for work~

As I was on MC today ~ I wanted to go back home in the morning so I asked him to wake me up ~ his intention was to let me sleep later ~ but the things is that I got alot of things to do today de~

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2:06 AM