♥ Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Another Love Story from Stomps to shared~

Vick and Ruth had problems in their relationship, but the sense of responsibility they felt towards their three dogs helped keep them together.

Vick writes:
"I may not be your forever, but I wish to be yours until our deathbed.
"Because forever will never exist in our dictionary as we don't believe in afterlife ♥.
"Yes, like in every relationship, there are bound to be ups and downs. But all these ups and downs change our relationship in both good and bad ways.

"We've been with each other for one year seven months now (:

"We had total of four 'babies' (dogs), but sadly, one passed away, a hurtful one.
"Now we have our Coco, Wawa, and Boyboy. (:

"They really make our lives wonderful even though it's a pain to clean up after them. It's worth it.
"Before her birthday celebration, I planned a lot of stuff, including a proposal, yes, I mean a real proposal with roses and a ring.

"But I dropped that idea when she found out and she said her father would make a big fuss.
"Still, I gave her the diamond ring I made for her and I hope that she would treasure it. I wish to tell you that since day one, my feelings have never changed, even after how much you hurt me, how much damage you've done to me. I still love you that much as my girl.

"I guess the love I gave you was too much; I even agreed to let you meet your ex every weekend without fail. I was thinking, that you'd feel guilty and stop eventually. I was utterly wrong, thus I chose the second option, leaving you, as I felt that you would be happier over there.
"For the five days we were apart, a lot happened, and I tried enjoying myself but every time your image would just pop into my mind and I shed tears like hell.

"Those few days were hell, I would not eat, I would cry and ponder why you were like that to me.
"After those five days, you had no choice but to come find me due to our baby Coco, and yes, I asked you to stay over my home because I felt responsible for it and because I really love you still. When you arrived, I tried to hold in my emotion and prevented myself from crying.

"But you cried first, and I couldn't sit there and watch my love one cry. I couldn't control and hugged you and shed tears too. To you, you might have thought that I was being evil, that I was hurting you, and that I was taking you back out of pity, but no, it's because I love you too deeply...
"After that fateful day, you've changed a lot more then I expected, a lot, till I thought I was with another new girl.

"Girl, I'll love you no matter what is in the past okay, how much it hurts me, how bad the things you did to me, it's all in the past, believe me, we'll prove to everyone — we can do it okay.
"I know the trigger point is my family, but still, it's because of them we have our three little babies right? (:

"You used to be a girl that wouldn't mind or become jealous if I talked to other girls. It was so hurting because if you're jealous, means you do love me, but you didn't feel jealous.
"But now, you do, and I really appreciate it ♥.

"We still argue, but isn't that what couples mostly do? If there is no quarrel in a relationship, it'd just be dull and soon, the feelings would fade.

"I wish all couples a happy Valentine's Day.
"(: Girl, love me only ok? (: I love you, Ruth, Happy Valentines Day and I hope that on Feb 14, it'll b your most memorable day. ♥"

♥琳琳♥

11:56 AM

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Saw the Love Story in Stomps and felt that it is similar to mine >.< but they have overcome it already and i am still struggling~

Shihui have been told that her smile and her boyfriend's smile are similar. She hopes that the same smile will make their relationship last.

Shihui shares her story:

"We first met in Primary 3. He was my primary school friend. We didn't talk to each other even though we were in the same class when in P3 and P4. I had a crush on his friend instead.

"We didn't contact each other at all until I organized a primary school outing and I asked them out for movie through Facebook in late 2008.

"We met up a few times and one day, he told me he likes me but we didn't get together.

"I'm thankful that he's been there for me when I'm at my darkest moment especially when my ex-boyfriend left me for another girl. He saw me cry for my ex-boyfriend, and I know how hurt he feels too.

"He brings me out. He never fail to make me smile. And after months of pursuing, I agreed to be his girl. He wrote me poems, he create a blog just for me and he cooked for me as well. I'm so touched by all his actions.

"Months passed, and my ex came back to look for me. I was indecisive and even initiate to break up with him. But thank God he didn't give up on me and only at that moment when I'm about to leave him, I realized how much I love him.

"Even though, he had done things that cause me to be super sensitive and emotional, but at least for now, everything is okay and we are trying our best in this relationship.

"Both of us are hot tempered and we always quarrel. I'm sarcastic at times it pisses him off. Sometimes we get so tired of it, but still, we did not let each other go.

"Because of this relationship, I grew up. I'm still learning how to control my temper and I never want to leave him. I'm still learning to do the things that he love, for example, gaming.

"Many people said that we have similar smiles and I want this smile to be with us forever.

"He's going back to Malaysia Chinese New Year. I just want to let him know how much I will miss him and how much I love him.

"This month, on the 8th is our second year together. This is meant to be a little surprise for him. I love you smelly. You will always be my firework."

"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." Jason Jordan

♥琳琳♥

9:57 AM

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30th March 2011

I just learn something~If you don't keep noticing and observe~you will not be able to see things you do not wish to see or hear~so sometimes~in order to make yourself happy~the best is to ACT BLUR and don't notice or observe~but i got this very bad habit that is if i found out something and the things was not shared with me~i will be angry and upset~All the things will acculmilated inside me and one day i will erupt~

Thank you all for visiting my page :)

♥琳琳♥

9:15 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I wouldn't be blogging till i come back i think~cause need to update lots lots ma~

I just don't understand why no one can make me happy in this world~is it i am really so hard to please ~ Haizz

♥琳琳♥

5:53 PM

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29th March 2011

Yesterday Dearie half day~ then he actually wanted to meet his Fren but in the end he scare I angry so he come back office to charge his Hp as low batt~ then they asked him to help out so he OT like 2 hours so that he can go home with me at 9 pm~

At night~ I told him about the customized jewel I am interested but he don't sound interested ~ i feel so disappointed~ I also duno why ~ maybe he too concentrate on his iPhone game ba~

My birthday coming ~ but my mood getting from bad to worse~ I duno how to make myself happy ~ dun think anyone know how to ~

So sian ~

Just realised that i don't know is lazy or i can't be bother le~ i cannot really rem the password that Dearie give me for his account or email~ i didn't even jot it down somewhere~ I think i am losing faith le~ cause i started to be lazy~ i am not like that for the past 3 years~ i guess i am sick of my everything le~no mood no feeling for anything~

♥琳琳♥

10:55 AM

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有些东西就是一定要等到失去了～才会有人懂得珍惜～我不怕失去也不懂得珍惜～我就只有我自己一个人～我不怕难过~也不怕伤心~因为我哭过就会好了～没什么事情会比活得开心重要～

我在也不要理你～这是你要的～你就别后悔～

♥琳琳♥

10:49 AM

♥ Sunday, March 27, 2011

27th March 2011

Today I went back home and helped Mummy and Daddy dyed hair~ they got so many white hair le and also lesser hair~ can see that they are getting old~ so sad ~ I seldom go home but when I get back home ~ I felt glad that we managed to chat ~ 讲到这里～我的眼泪不止境流了下来～

♥琳琳♥

8:12 PM

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26th March 2011

Yesterday Dearie first time asked me go outside to have dinner and he said we go Blk 401 the coffee shop there have our dinner as the food there very nice~ so we had an enjoyable dinner ~
Cause he first time help me eat the meat and prawn that I dun eat~ normally he say will help me eat but he didn't ~ I was surprised and happy :)

On the way home~ we duno talked abt what then say about prositute~ then I become angry and I can't stop my anger as I stopped him but he keep wanted to argue with me and make me more angry~ in my life~ really hate those bitched who come Sg to snatch people husband or whatever shit they do lah~ I know it's not my problem what they do~ but I really dislike them fucking alot lah~ just dun mention to me what u felt for them or they 身不由己~ I dun fucking give damn ~

♥琳琳♥

8:10 PM

♥ Saturday, March 26, 2011

26th March 2011

I just browse throught Xia Xue's Blog~ Happen to see her advertising customise AURA Jewellers~ so nice wor~ Take a look AURA ~ Don't know will it cost alot for one customised one Ring as she did not stated the price~ Thinking to get one :)

This is how the Ring look like~

♥琳琳♥

10:20 AM

♥ Friday, March 25, 2011

25th March 2011

Yesterday nite after work~i went back Dearie's House~ He pretend to fall asleep~ In the end~ i found out~

Then i go bath and have my late dinner~ He wake up and started to play his Iphone game~ Asked me to wash his dishes and make coffee for him sia~ HUH!!!

He eat so long liao~never go wash the dishes~wait for me to come back then asked me wash~ :(

I so tired de~then i thought to myself~Aiyah~the day before he so good ~ cooked things for me to eat then ~helped him wash a dish and make coffee~ is ok de lah~

Haizzz... so tired lo~

♥琳琳♥

12:31 PM

♥ Thursday, March 24, 2011

24th March 2011

Yesterday nite Dearie suddenly felt like cooking at night~so he prepared the ingredient for Macaroni Pasta~

Not bad na~ I eat two bowl :P

Thank you Dearie~ <3

♥琳琳♥

11:56 AM

♥ Wednesday, March 23, 2011

23th March 2011

Today I missed my bus~so I walked to the next bus stop to waited for other buses~

On my way crossing the traffic light ~ I heard car horn~so I just turned and looked~ I saw one uncle nodding and smiling to me~ he is driving a two door car~ duno what car lah~ I felt so sickening ~ eee

♥琳琳♥

11:19 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 22, 2011

22th March 2011

This is not the first time he scolded me bitch~ I duno what the fuck I do to deserve he called me that~ I really felt like being one since he wanted to scolded me that~ At least I LAN LAN ~ cause I am ma~

Gonna make him fucking regret what he scold me~ he is not in any position to scolded me that lo~ no matter how we quarrel ~ I never scold him such nasty words lo ~ he SUX lah ~ Sian de ~

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♥琳琳♥

6:26 PM

♥ Monday, March 21, 2011

After so long~I finally made up my mind and get myself a Coach Swingpack~Aimed very long le~ That time go with Dearie at Raffle City~ wanted to anyhow buy one straight away but Dearie stop me~as he think that i should decided properly before i buy~so i never buy ~

Now i bought it at a cheaper price cause my cousin at oversea ~ help me buy de~ Hehe~ So Happy~

♥琳琳♥

8:32 PM

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Have you ever think of the Year 2012 is coming~ the End of the World~ before it come~ what you wanna do now???

I just wanted to died with my family members~if i managed to get home Zzz

The only regrets i have will be i am still alone~i did not get a chance to start a family yet ~ I haven't go to my Taiwan Trip~

Small Regrets below:

~ never get to have a LV bag

~ never managed to take my personal portfolio

♥琳琳♥

1:50 PM

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Oh my tian~ still got 10 more days to my BBK Trip na~ i can't wait le~

Over the weekend was sucked~ as i quarrel with Dearie~so du lan~ everything as usual went back smoothly as not to spolit our trip~

I can see that he lost his patient in me le~ i must also get prepared for the worst~ before he go crazy and killed me~ so if one day i died le~ my dear friends ~ dun be upset cause i deserve it~ who called me to choose a "siao lang"~

Wish u all the best~ Be Smart~ and dun be like me so STUPID!!!

♥琳琳♥

12:46 PM

♥ Friday, March 18, 2011

I was quite upset when i found that that Dearie actually deleted the email i send to him about how much i know about him ~ i never confront him as i scare later quarrel again~wait he say i check his mail~ then now getting nearer and nearer to our trip~i think i should just keep quiet about it ba~

Really don't know how to talked to him~don't know what things i said that he will felt stupid and as for him ~ he can asked and tell me everything as long as i lisstened to him~

♥琳琳♥

2:15 PM

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Saw my friend FB~so cool man~ she got so many branded stuff~ one of her chanel bag actually cost SGD6000 plu~Oh my tian~ i wonder when i will get to buy a bag so expensive or anyone who will buy that for me sia~ Dreaming wor~

Anyway~she just got married and has been travelling all around with her husband ~ Haiyo~ so xin fu~ I wonder when would i be able to be ever xin fu in this life time~but dreaming of it still not too bad ba~Anyway i dream very long liao ~ True enough maybe i should wake up from my dream soon~

Sometimes i really hate to talk to Dearie~just one question and he just answered me ~ also so difficult~ Sian sia~ asked him why his hotmail cannot received mails already~he just tell me that how he know~is his email of cause i asked him ma~then he said~if he know his email cannot received mails ~ he would have tell me already~ but the things is that he always check mails~i thought check both mails together since is just once click away~how i know he checked only when there is a notification loh~

Hai ya~ duno him la~sian de lor~spolit my mood yestesday de~ luckily got chicken battle game accompany me~At least i can forget about it ~

♥琳琳♥

10:26 AM

♥ Thursday, March 17, 2011

17th March 2011

2 more weeks to go~ My birthday coming and i am going to Bangkok lo~

Waiting for the days to come~ so excited~ First time going oversea to celebrate my birthday and with my love~ :P

♥琳琳♥

5:49 PM

♥ Monday, March 14, 2011

14th March 2011

It has been one week already~he never had the mindset to work since he is leaving anyway~actually is his business~why i so KPO~ i keep thinking its hopeless le~the more i feel~the more i saw hopeless~

I don't understand why so lazzzyyyy~ is it because of pig got into him le??? scary sia~

Return me back ~ i don't want a pig~

Just received whats app~he say going to find new job~at least something make me feel better ba~but i duno whats gonna do with my mind~still feeling uncomfortable de~duno how to say~

♥琳琳♥

12:49 PM

♥ Friday, March 11, 2011

Fuck man~ Quarrel again~ just that i wanted to know my iphone got spolit anot~ :(

Say i never tell him about my things and that i can forget~i don't even want to remember~ is all my fault~I feel so sux and upset when he said that i never tell him~ Haizzz

It makes me feel that i am so wrong to even start any RS~ I shouldn't have ~ I should be alone~

Why make myself so miserable~or even drag other people in to be miserable with me~

I am so bad~I should die long time ago~better than living in this life and get all the shit from anyone who doesn't care about my living~

I should be dead in 2009~ why i am still alive~ why why why~

Now going to finish work already and i am so lost once again~ i duno i can go where :(

♥琳琳♥

6:56 PM

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Oh... i got something to shared which i forgot to upload pictures~

Dearie and i went to try this Popeye's Chicken at Novena Square~so nice~

Must go and try ~ See the pictures below~ look so delicious~ Taste even better ~ :)

♥琳琳♥

3:39 PM

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11th March 2011

So sad~ today Dearie not able to work as he is not feeling well~

Just called him as he sms at 12.00 noon then missing le~ i scared something happen to him as he said that he was in pain like hell~ but he told me he eat panadol and was resting~

♥琳琳♥

2:49 PM

♥ Thursday, March 10, 2011

10th March 2011

Last night Dearie finish work at 6.00pm and went for an interview~after his interview he actually whats apps me that he will be coming to beach road and meet up with me after my work and go home together~ i was so happy~ after so long~this is the first time wor~ i thought that i would strike 4D ne~haha~ don't have leh~

We had dinner, his mummy actually cooked dragonfruit with spicy prawn and the fruits~special created dish from his mummy~but the taste quite nice~i actually cannot eat prawns~but i had two :X

Then we watch "Zhong Ji Yi Jia"~i keep falling asleep~i don't know how come i so tired ~ normally i am not liked that~i will sleep after he fall asleep~but this two days~i tend to sleep earlier than him wor~

Whats wrong with me???

♥琳琳♥

1:59 PM

♥ Monday, March 7, 2011

7th March 2011

Friday had a small arguement with Dearie~ he asked me to write down how much i understand him~ So when around 8.00pm plu~ i sit at my desk and think of it so that i can send to him or give him see when i finish work~

After work~when i met up with him~i send an email to him~ but he told me that he did not write as all is in this heart~ Zzz i get a little upset but he said that he will send me the following morning~ so i waited patiently~

So the next day i never realised and remember about it until at night~i confront him ~ actually i didn't wish to~as i felt that is like i forcing him to give me something which supposed that was he wanted~he made me felt that i am so unimportant to him that he can forget~maybe to him is a small things~but to me ~ i wanted to know how much he understand me~I felt disappointed when i had to approach him for it and truely~his answered suck too~ He said that i wanted fairness then ok~he will send it to me by tomorrow morning~he told me to say out things nicely~i believe that i did it well to asked him politely about the email he haven't send to me~but what i get was disappointment from him that he totally don't understand me and think that i want fairness~ Oh my tian~

I must admitted he really sent me in the morning~but the email he sent to me about understanding me~was like he is telling me my changes and liked telling me to changes more and saying me back on the email i sent to him about how much i understand him~ The last part even like copy what i had said about him and he just reverse back to day about me~ Haizzz

Don't know what to said~ Guy really don't understand girl~don't undertand jiu suan le~but don't yuan wang people~

Today Dearie never OT so he finish work at 6pm~i disturb him to asked him to go made keys for me as my keys to his house was lost~he really go and made it~i was so happy~but also felt thick skin cause he never made himself is i asked him de~Then he say wanted to claimed from me~ :(

♥琳琳♥

11:51 AM

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7th March 2011

Today Me and Dearie set off to work at same timing as i got OT~

Dearie wanted to listen ot music~ think he pai sei to left me alone~so he asked me if i got bring earpiece~luckily i got bring~so we end up listening to music and did not talk on the way to work~ :)

♥琳琳♥

9:57 AM

♥ Sunday, March 6, 2011

6th March 2011

Today never go anywhere as raining day~Dearie wake up very late~we had late lunch at rivervale mall de KFC as i wanted to eat~then Hui ying saw me ~

Dearie and i went to NTUC as i wanted to buy some tibits and food to stored abit at his house so that when hungry still got some things to munch~

After that we went back home and rest~

♥琳琳♥

10:06 PM

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I wake up late~totally forget what i do in the whole afternoon~

At night~meet up with mummy and mei mei and Ahi Boi and Boi Boi at NEX to have dinner~as Dearie wanted to meet his friend so he did not join us~

End up~ Dearie did not meet up his friend as his friend not free~ so me and mummy and meimei went NEX walked around hoping to buy slipper as all our slipper going to spolit le~I didn't managed to find any slipper i liked~

Then we wanted to go "Ding Tai Fung" to have dinner but too late they are closed~so we meet up Ah bi since he also at NEX and took a bus home~

After we settled down our things~ i treated mummy and Ah bi at coffee shop~

♥琳琳♥

10:03 PM

♥ Friday, March 4, 2011

3rd March 2011

I went back to SK as wanted to meet up with Dearie so much~We watched movie and chat awhile then went to sleep ~

4th March 2011

So suay~ suddenly got a stupid blister under my foot~ so pain~ now got to walk slowly~ :(

♥琳琳♥

1:40 PM

♥ Thursday, March 3, 2011

3rd March 2011

I have went back home to stay for 2 days le~ I started to miss Dearie last night~but i forced myself not to~cause i don't want to meet him and quarrel with him~ I keep myself busy at home~

Last night~don't know why i felt so boring~so i cooked maggie mee to eat and i lied on my bed and play games to stop my mind from running wild~We did chat on phone once awhile~but i control myself not to go to find him~

My sis's husband said that they are going to Nex or Hougang Point~jio me go with them~but i was too lazy to go out~

Until 11.00pm plu~i wouldn't wish to waste cab fare to go and find him~so i stayed at home~

Then my sister jio me play Mahjong~actually i don't want to cause i felt boring~ but in the end~ i join them play Mahjong~

♥琳琳♥

2:28 PM

♥ Tuesday, March 1, 2011

My thinking at this very moment of time~

I want to earn and save alot of money ~

I want to go Japan and Hong Kong and Taiwan~

I want to settle down~

I want to have a baby girl~

I need to get to know Dearie more and find out if he is the one~

♥琳琳♥

8:04 PM

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1st March 2011

The day before ~ Dearie said that he would wake up early to buy breakfast for me~ in the end~ he over slept~ so I had my breakfast in office as usual ~ I didn't blame him ~ just that he remind me yest ~ I actually forget what he promise to do~ cause I had disappointment~ I duno he know that I hate it anot~ I just dun like empty promise~ yest he also said that we should go Under Water World instead of Zoo as he saw the TV gt this panda ~ nt sure what is the news about~

Now I am on my way to work ~ he told me that he is working afternoon shift~ but just now he told me that he not feeling well~ he said he like got fever ~ so I m not sure if he coming to work later~ Anyway ~ I can't bother much cause he dun like me to ask ask ask him question~ he want he will tell me ~

He just call me to confirm that he is not coming to work~ SianZzz

He can play game all the way last night~ then this morning get sick~i know i am so bad lah~to said that~i really don't know him lor~ since he already wanted to quit the job~maybe he really very sian of working here ba~

♥琳琳♥

11:18 AM