♥ Saturday, April 30, 2011

Meet Up~

Today morning wake up and prepare myself to meet Elynn and Sha Sha at Dhoby Ghuat MRT~I took a MRT there and I lost my way out as I meet them at PS~ I actually exit the wrong way and I end up opp. PS~ so I cross the road and wait for them ~

Finally we all meet up and have our lunch at The Cartel~

Then we went to check the show we wanted to watch~ bought the tickets and straight away we went in the theatre ~

Mid of the show~ Elynn fall asleep and Sha Sha and I heard her snoring~ both of us laugh then she wake up~ she smile at us and ask us if she snore very loud~ lolx. We told her is bcos there is a part of the show that was silent so we heard her snoring ~ :p

After the show~ we took a cab to Taka~then Elynn bought a LongChamp bag ~ we then buy Kerbak and took another cab to Fullerton one Starbuck and hang ard there~

We chit chat and drink~

Dearie finish worked but we duno where to meet each other~ At first said that we meet at Dhoby Ghuat MRT but in the end he walked over to find me~ As I am really a 路痴~ I can't guid him to find me~ so he took about 30 mins to find me~ I am happy and touch but I know he surely angry as he walked so far to find me~ he actually nag at me abit la and I dun dare talked to him de~

We walked to Esplanade MRT and took train bk to SK~

At night ~ we meet up with Kenneth and Irene to drink~

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8:11 PM

♥ Friday, April 29, 2011

29th April 2011

Gulity~

Today Dearie also worked morning shift~he finished work at 7.00pm and he come and fetch me from work~ He normally got to waited for me around one hour or more~

Suddenly i felt so gulity that he is so tired and he still come and fetch me~ :(

Am i being a nasty gf ~ cos whenever he said that he wanted to go home straight after work~i will show moody voice~ Haizzz

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8:21 PM

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Camwhoring~

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11:03 AM

♥ Thursday, April 28, 2011

Stranger again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Stage 1 : Meeting

Stage 2 : The Chase

Stage 3 : Honeymoon

Stage 4 : Comfortable

Stage 5 : Tolerance

Stage 6 : Downhill

Stage 7 : Breaking up

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4:08 PM

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Crazy me~

Sometimes people talked to me~ I felt so weird~ not sure what he tell his ex colleagues or friends around us~

I wonder how they see me~ really felt liked dun talked to anyone~ find a place and hide myself~

Cried out my pain in my heart to feel better ~ but it doesn't seem to help me~

I tried to get it over and think of the happy and sweet things ~ but it seem temporary for me~

I felt so lost once again~ didn't mean to hurt him by saying what I thinking~ but I think I should say out anything I dun feel comfortable as he asked me to~ but when I say out if it's really going to help us~ I really duno~
sometimes he will just say he bring me go see doctor~ I felt hurt but I think maybe I needed one~

I wanted to be alone as I want to avoid~ he don't allowed me to do that~

He asked me why I have to hurt him again and again then that time we shouldn't meet up and patch things up~ I feel hurt cos it's bcos I didn't want to leave him myself~

I tried to trust~ but in the end he say me if I can't be generous I shouldn't said what I have told him and when he did it when it happen~ I shouldn't be angry~
I know that I shouldn't angry since he is honest and tell me but I can't control~

I wanted to keep myself busy so that I won't think so much~ but I m so free to think in my mind~

I talked and talked to friends and colleagues it seem no helped~

I think I m hopeless~ why m I like this~ who can tell me?

I Thank him for being by my side even he cannot take it anymore~ but I see him like that I also feel pain~

I always thought of leaving will lessen the pain~ as I myself will just bear with it ~ as I will not think so much if he was not with me~

I cannot find an answer to my problem~

I m getting fuck up~

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1:00 PM

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28th April 2011

如果你爱我~

如果你真正爱一个人～你怎么会忍心看到她伤心难过～
原因只有你爱的不够～还是你已经不爱了～

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8:24 AM

♥ Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Last night after work~ Dearie come and find me as he finished work around 7.00 pm plu~

We headed to Changi Chalet to find his friends, Kenneth and Irene~

We lost our way there~ in the end we decided to stop at somewhere then we walked and ask around to find our way there~

When we reached~We had some food and started drinking~ I had red wine~ Beer and Martell~

Dearie suddenly told me that he will buy 5 carat ring for me~ I duno I got heard wrongly anot~ but when he drunk~ he always tell me how much he love me ~ I really duno 酒醉突真情~duno got say wrong anot~ mean that he telling the truth~ but I still cannot believe it cos I dun think I m good~

Drink until abit high and drunk then I decided to walk along the beach~ while Dearie chatting with his friends~ I told Irene that I going to walk walk~

Then I walked myself to the path along the beach~ then I received Dearie's call asking where am I? I told him I wanted to go walk walk and I have told Irene~ he said that he wanted to come find me~ I told him it's ok~ I wanted to walked myself and I hang up~ he got angry and walked ard to find me~

Then I received another call~ Irene wanted to come and find me~ so I asked her where is she and I walked to the center to meet her~ then we heard Dearie shouting on the top of the road~ Irene told him that she will accompany me at the beach then we tot that Dearie will go bk to chalet and find Kenneth~ Who knows that he didn't ~ he was still searching for me at the road along changi~

He called Irene~ told her that he still searching for me~ both of us then blur~ cos we tot that he already know that we are tgt at the beach~ Then he very angry~ Irene tried to cool him down and asked him to go bk find Kenneth but he said that he duno where he is~ Zzz

In the end~ he climb the barricade and walked down the tall grass to find Irene and me at the path of the beach~

We all tried to talked things out but I never really talked cos I find that it's a misunderstanding but Irene tried very hard to explain the situation to him but it got worst and he talked with no sense after he get more agitated~ As Irene said wrong thing~ she say "她很关心你也关心他" duno what she said~ something like I concern him and also another guy then he got more angry and started to mention my guy friends name which totally got no link to the situation~

Anyway~ after he drunk and I heard what is from his heart ~ abt his mum also felt that I am too over already and his friends and colleagues think that I am too overboard~ I felt hurt and upset ~

At night~ after we went back home from chalet~I saw a cockroach on my clothes that was hang behind the door~he actually used his hand to catch it~ Oh my tian~ I tot he will be scared too cos it's big~ might even can fly one~ but luckily he catch it~ if not I really can't sleep de~

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6:10 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Where is my invisible trust...... Haizzz

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8:46 PM

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Moody Sian Lifestyle

I just want to have a normal life with Dearie but why it seem so hard~

I don't wish to pressure him de~i know he is stress with his work and me~

I don't feel good myself too~ I am so confuse now de~

Anyone can understand me~

Tonight going drink with him and his friends~hopefully we had an enjoyable nite~

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1:35 PM

♥ Monday, April 25, 2011

When you stop trying to find the right man and start becoming the right woman, the right man will find his way to you~

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7:58 PM

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I really don't understand why out of so many jobs~he choose this one lah~ i am so bored ~ he so busy~

I got bf like no have~i so sian~moody~bored~

Even my colleague asked me today why you so bored person ar~

Now i don't like to come to work and i don't like weekend~

I don't know what i like also~ its so sian~

I don't want this kind of lifestyle~ITS SUX!!!!!

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5:39 PM

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Have Patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves ...

Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them.

And the point it, to live everything.

Live the questions now. Perhaps, then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer~

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2:58 PM

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24th April 2011

Yesterday Ah Bi and I went City Plaza~I had my haircut and he dye his hair~

After that~we met up with Stephenie at Ion Orchard~ we went to alot branded shop as Ah Bi need to get a present for his friend~ he actually wanted to get a Coach wallet but it's Out of stocks so we decided to check it out at other brands to see if there is similar wallet as we got budget so we went in to Prada, Gucci,Mui Mui,Armani Exchange,LongChamp,Fred Perry,Fendi,Kate Spade etc...

As Ah bi will not be getting it today as the one he wanted to buy is OOS~ so he need to consider other present~ We then walked to Cineleisure to have lunch~ we had Wanton Mee ~

After that we anyhow walked ard~ then we took a bus from Dhoby Ghaut to MBS~ we continue to search for the Coach wallet~ but really OOS~ then we went to find Dearie ~ tested and play with the TV~ and we went to the food court there to eat something~

After Dearie finish work~ all of us took a bus back to Dhoby Ghaut and Stephenie took another bus back while we took MRT back~

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11:36 AM

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11:16 AM

♥ Saturday, April 23, 2011

Now our off day is different, he work, I off and he off and I work~ I duno how long can this last~ this long weekend that I have is miserable~ I totally duno wat to do and I can only spend the times with my family~

I can only see him after his work awhile as he will be tired and wanted to sleep early and afternoon wake up~ we see one another then he prepare himself and go to work~

As I wanted to see him so I will wait him finish work and meet him at his Hse then the next day I go back my home~

I find it weird~ at first he say that he will get weekend off one day so maybe I felt nothing cos at the most he work either sat or sun~ Now turn out to be working both sat and sun~ I m so lost~

Just letting it out to feel better~ this feeling should be normal de ba~

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9:47 PM

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今天的心情比起昨天的好了些～虽然他对我还是有点抗拒～可是我会努力克服我自己的心病～

我不想失去一个好男人如果他是真心的～除非我做了我应该做的但他还是爱上了别人～那么就是我们无缘了～

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9:11 PM

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为什么要做一个决定都这么痛～

为什么人有那么多的眼泪？怎么哭都哭不完～

心痛到头痛～真的好痛～

反正我在这世界上只会害人跟给人玩～我真的觉得活的没意义～

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8:57 AM

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Last night ~ just before he come and meet me and Irene and Kenneth~ I suddenly saw him check in in his FB he is at MBS~ I asked him why he checked in out of a sudden... He said that it was for me to see~ just found out that CB also check in and same timing~ too bad he deleted it already~ Really duno what he is up to...

Anyway~ after I asked him~ as usual he become angry~He denied that he is with his colleague or why they actually check in at the same time~

He say I need to go see doctor~ he say I making him crazy and abit things I asked him~ he cannot answer me and he get agitated easily~

I duno how to talk to him~

I also just found out that they all barely know less than a month and he can actually tell his colleagues about our RS~ he told them that before he got to know they got fb ~ I already know ~ cause that time he asked me send email for him and I saw The emails ~ out of curiosity I go search and managed to find it ~ as I saw my colleague always check fb and see how our cm look like~ so I just try my luck~ he tot duno wat la~ trying to let them know that we are not in good terms right so that those cb got chance if not why he need to go tell outsiders somemore they are girls ~Anyway nvm~ cos in his heart I m a very bad person already~ so whatever I said or asked he will get agitated ~ I can't do anything to save this RS ~

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8:05 AM

♥ Friday, April 22, 2011

Last night, after we quarrel, we managed to patch things up, then I saw him comment on a girl's status, asking her to take care ya ~ I got angry again. He explained that she was her ex colleague, he just concern and comment her~ but I felt angry as I just managed to cool myself down after a misunderstanding then he go concern on other girl, say she very pity Zzz

Eye pain nia ma~ very pity meh ...

Today wake up, Dearie cook bee hoon, in the end, he say he wanted to iron clothes, so I take over the cooking.

After we had bee hoon, he prepare himself and set off to work~

I prepared myself and packed my things and on call a cab back home as it was going to rain de~

I decided to break up with him as I dun think that he love me~ from what he say and do~ I find it totally different and that's not what I am looking for~ we dun have the same view either~

He also told me abt his unhappiness that he felt "no face" as his frens asked him out, they cannot asked normally, they had to asked him ur gf allow anot~ and when his Fren comment him that the girls that liked him can queue until from Sk to duno where, he say I m unhappy and he got to tell his frens not to comment on this kind of sensitive issue~

Anyway~he make me feel that I am a obstacle to him now~since he is so unhappy and I can't be happy~ I choose this path~

Although I am sad and will still cry, but I believe that I can walked out myself ~ I am strong~ after so much I had went through ~ this is nothing~ is just another thing that I need to walked with~

So I go home le~ then mum and sis wanted to go and eat~ I waited for them to prepare themselves Then we had mee rebus and bread and coffee ~ went to NTUC and treat mum deserts~

Took a bus home as cab long queue~ while aboard the bus met stupid CB bitch~ wanted to cut my sis's queue when she is carry things and pram and ah boy~ then dulan~ scold her upside down then she still argue with me~ I just keep scolding her~

When about one bus stop to reach home ~ got one old man abroad the bus so Mei Mei wanted to offer him sit her seat, he say it's ok but later e sit down and he step on my feet and almost touch my breast , still smiling to me~ damn dulan de~ but I nv scold him la~ after we all alight~ mum told me that that old man keep looking at me lo~ must be a Lao tiko pek~ na bei~ today damn suay~

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8:48 PM

♥ Thursday, April 21, 2011

Just now break time talked to him~i got feeling he smoking with his colleagues ~ he said never then i think his colleagues join him as i heard him talking while i was on the line with him~then he told me was the guy colleague~i become suspicious~because i believe he got only 3 colleagues~surely all together since all smokers Zzz then he finally tell the truth that he is with all of them as they just now called him and know that he was smoking and they come to joined him~

I felt better when he actually tried to at least not hide from me~then he deleting the sms or calls that they had sent or call him~i know that he scared i angry~but he don't know if i found out he lied to me~it will be more worst~Although i don't know what i will do~maybe something crazy or nothing ~ but i will definately make sure if i gonna do something~it will be HELL~

Don't try me as i do not want to be force to walked until this stage as the reason is that EVERYTHING will ENDED~

Just got to know that he bluff me ~

DULAN lor~ he said that he having lesson~he is just lying to me ~ Fuck sia~
He still can online and talk in whats app~

shit lah~ 冤枉他了~ Kenna said by him again ... Haizzz~ who ask me wanted to get angry and show temper first before I find out the truth :(~~

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7:48 PM

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If a guy can always tell you that he love you~but all he do is to say"I Love You"

Is it really he love you???

He never get to understand you~

He never think of how you feel~

He wanted to do what he will do or response~without thinking of what you will think or feel~

He felt that telling whatever he doing is suspecting him~

He felt that whatever things he wanted to do got restrain~

He can assume things that is not what you mean~but you can't assume things
(he will think that you think too much or you are supicious of him)

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4:52 PM

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我们变成了世界上最熟悉的陌生人～

Recently I found out that his temper getting bad ~ easily get irritated ~ as I am a person who like to ask questions which I am curious~ this will be quite tough for me~ I have to try my level best to ask less questions if possible~

Feeling bad things coming since yesterday until today~ started to dislike the feeling I am having ~ will talked to someone to make myself feel better or at least find something to keep myself busy~ it seem no help~ feel like giving up again ... I guess only if he like other girl or I found a new one then can end ba~

I don't like this feeling leh~ can anyone help me~ kill me or make my heart died~ si bei jialat ~

爱你爱到心好累~

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12:05 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 20, 2011

No matter how hard i tried~things will never change ~
i just had to follow the stream of the water that flow to the river~
Further... and further... as far as i can flow to~

I got a bad sense today~really sian~something is wrong which i duno what is it~
if he not going to say anything~i also can't do anything as no matter how i tried to
prevent if he is the one allowing ~ then i prevent what sia~ slapping myself on
my own bloody face ar~Stupid LAHHHHHHH~

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6:56 PM

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Today so lazy de go to work~don't feel like going to work de~

Last night when i change my clothes~saw blue black on my hand~ think i got it last weekend cause struggling with Dearie when quarrel that time~

On monday night we go eat Popeye at Punggol for dinner~

First time sit the LRT with Dearie~so happy~

This is the second time he accompany me go out eat dinner~

The first time was at Blk 401 Opposite Punggol Park the coffee shop~

We had hokkien mee together~

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3:10 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I starting to lose faith already~day by day passed~i cannot blog as i want as there is no use~Whatever he do i also dislike~ -_-!!! i am so ma fan~ i wanted to set him free~but my heart very idoit~I thought that i would never cried for anyone anymore and yet i cried out~I guess i am hopeless~

Everytime things is like that de~when you felt so sian and tired of everything and wanted to give up~things become better ~ but it doesn't mean it will last ok.... i don't know this time will last how long~i can't think well now~ i just hope for the best~is not i can't look at the brighter side~is that it has been like that ~ i get used to it le~

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12:23 PM

♥ Saturday, April 16, 2011

My daddy asked me a very weird question today~ he asked me when I getting married~ I say I am not ~ he say I can remain don't married ~ then he complaint to me that alot of people at his age already not working and he still need to work~ i also know that he wish to stop working at the age of 55 yrs old~ but too bad~ I still can't let him stop working ~ haizzz

I feel upset ~ I m so useless ~

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6:08 AM

♥ Friday, April 15, 2011

Sometimes I really wonder what I think is it really wrong ~ did I think too much or I expect too much~
maybe I shouldn't take it to heart any way~ Is not as if I lose a piece of meat~

I just envy those couple who will put their gf la or wife pic as profile picture but he just like to put his kuman tong pic~ if I angry with him he will say is his things ma if he everything also cannot do might as well give me the whole account~ ya lar~ of cos I fucking know that and dun like if he is going to stop me doing things which I felt nothing wrong~It is not the first time already~i know i shouldn't be bother about this la~ i am just saying out my feeling to make myself feel better in my own fucking blog~ the only place I can pour out my sorrow~ my happiness and share things if there is any la~am I wrong to think this way~ is not wrong what~ I just wanted to be loving couple ma~ maybe is I expect too much or he totally dun understand me at all till now ~ or I too difficult to understand ~

Is not that I duno how to shared happy things and all abt my blog is abt my life~ if there is happy things of cos I would like to shared but I just dun have at the moment~

Anyway I still believe that happiness is always short de lah~ saddness always last longer~

With him~ I learn one thing is to get used to it ~ 不要斤斤计较~看开点就不会把自己弄得那么辛苦~

moody me need my little own space to think think think ...

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10:08 AM

♥ Thursday, April 14, 2011

WTF sia~ at first say boss coming to their shop today so he must meet up with his colleagues they all at MRT station~then just now tell me tomorrow also~why not say everyday~stupid and lame excuses ~ say scare that they will late so must meet up together to go to work~ what is this sia~ Will late mean will late de ma~ say to meet up together is just a stupid excuse to me~ Sian~

Don't know what he want to do lah~i think i also everyday go meet my colleagues to work~Maybe i felt better~

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8:08 PM

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When one day~ when the day come~ that I totally never asked you questions~ it is the day when there is no more feeling for you cause I will be tired just like you~ when there is no answer to a question~

But you do not need to worry at all~ cause I am a strong girl~ I believe that if god want it to be this way~ there must be a reason behind~

I can't say that it is ur fault or my fault cause that is what I like and u dislike and if there is nothing to be done or changes occur~ it must be a end path~

I wonder why is it so hard to talked to him~ when he want to shared something with me~ no matter I busy or not~ I must listen~ but when I want to say something or shared something with him~ he just say he is busy~ playing game~ watching TV but actually studying~ and I shut up~ Haizzz ... why my life so cham de :(~ am I really so fan~ from his face~ see already got the feeling he so impatient with me de~我真的这么惹人厌吗？

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8:55 AM

♥ Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I think sooner or later I can be a good actor~ cause I learning to show no reaction to anything~ no happy no sad only moody~

I become fake living person haha~

where is my small small world where I used to hide inside~I have lost it~I can't find it back~

I can only face it now ~ cannot hide anymore~

Things will get better soon ~

Waiting ~

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6:46 PM

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I think sooner or later I can be a good actor~ cause I learning to show no reaction to anything~ no happy no sad only moody~
I become fake living person haha~
where is my small small world where I used to hide inside~I have lost it~I can't find it back~
I can only face it now ~ cannot hide anymore~

Anyway~just want to pour out my heart~to feel better~Things will get better soon ~ Dearie got a new job and he is working hard on it~ Hope for the best in everything for him~

Waiting ~

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12:39 PM

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I duno why but I really really really wanted to jot down today~ As Dearie really really really very sweet~ Although he never come and find me after work today~ he went back home after work and when I finish work and on my way back, he cooked macaroni soup for us for dinner~

After that ~ he so guai~ he rem to wash dishes~

Thank you Dearie<3

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1:01 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 12, 2011

While waiting for bus to go home~ suddenly I remember that Dearie yest say that he wanted bring me to Pasamalam ~

But just now raining heavily he cannot come and find me so he went back home ~

Too bad~ cannot go Pasamalam jalan jalan le :(

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9:52 PM

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Sometimes i am wondering ~ i liked to think so much de~if one day i really married to Dearie~surely very "cham"~cause he surely make me anyhow think cos when i asked him questions~as long as he liked he will reply if not there is no answer to my questions and my mind will run wild and i think if i pregnant~ i will go crazy sia~

Think of this~ i feel so scared~

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6:50 PM

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12th April 2011

Today Dearie and i took train to work together although we stop at different station~

On the way~ we just chat as normal~

When i was about to reached my station~he suddenly asked me to kiss him goodbye~

As in front got two uncle seeing~i abit pai sei~but i still kiss him~He is so sweet to me today de~ O_o

He seldom acted liked that~wondering whats going round in his head ~ huh

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5:14 PM

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My feeling~
when you are always on my mind and my heart hurts when you are gone what is it that I feel, if it is not love

-Naomi kay

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10:52 AM

♥ Monday, April 11, 2011

Just called him~he sound weird ~ duno is i think too much or bcos his colleagues beside him or got other people around him~he is not convenience to talk~Anyway~he never tell me he is not convenience to talk so i managed to talked to him awhile~

Then he said that he will be going to his friend's work place to charge his HP as its going to be low batt soon~

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2:10 PM

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Is so sickening when others can assume things and you can't~

When you assume ~ you will get scolding or quarreling~

But when other assume~you can only accepted~

Is this called communication~ or there isn't communication at all~

Help to find better opportunities and send email to him~ he said that i go see his email and maybe got important ones so i asked him to check his email~but end up is that i sent an email with a job offer i happen to see on website which i thought that he can consider~

Anyway~already got explaination as he said that i do that before ~ so once bitten twice shy~

Is my bloody fault and KPO anyway~didn't know he can repeated this so many times~so i got no choices but to put this thing into my heart~as i am that sort of girl who just forget what i hated~but if i had to rem~ i have to try my best not to forget then~

Maybe i should just don't bother so much~as i have tried very hard~ i am still trying to be like those girls who can't be bother about things~if this is what he wish for~Maybe i should just closed both my eyes when i see him~

I might feel better than miserable~

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12:15 PM

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11th April 2011

Why am i always feeling so insecure~Is it that i don't have confident in myself~

I felt lost when things turned out to be ugly when i started it all~Just bcos of my saying and my anyhow answers that causes everything to start~ :(

I wish to think well and be more confident~ What can i do~

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11:54 AM

♥ Saturday, April 9, 2011

I also duno what is it now~ so sad na~

Things is never what you expected it to be~

Although I am used to it to be like this but I really 不甘心...

Anyway is what I choose de path~

埋怨谁也没用～自找的～

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5:03 PM

♥ Thursday, April 7, 2011

7th April 2011

What are GirlFriend for?

When you need her~she must be there
When you need someone to talk to~she will be there to listen to you
When you wanted to go out, you will tell her~she must let you go
When you busy~she cannot disturb you
When you need care~she will show care and concern to you

But when she need you~when will you be around~

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8:07 PM

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5th April 2011

Today wake up at 6.30am,then I prepared myself as I wanted to go eat breakfast.

But we prepared ourself ard 7.00am, we went downstair to level 2 to have buffet at our hotel as I did not book the hotel with buffet, we need to pay 500 baht for two persons.

We asked the bellboy to booked a Taxi for us to go Airport.

Then we went to Baiyoke Sky Hotel in front the market to do our last minutes shopping.
We walked back to hotel and take our luggages and took the Taxi to Airport.

We reach Thailand Airport and have burger king for lunch then we took our flight back to Singapore. We actually walked the wrong path and missed the arrival hall, I bought coffee bean and we asked around, finally we managed to find it and took a cab back to SK... Lolx

Things i bought :P

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12:11 PM

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3rd April 2011

We wake up around 8.00 am plu but Dearie having stomache so we continue sleep 2 more hours, we wake up around 10am plu, I was thinking of having my breakfast in the hotel but they open only at 11.30am, after we prepared is 11.00 am plu le, we went downstair nearby Baiyoke Suite Hotel outside the street and have pork basil rice and cha yen. Dearie don't feel well, actually wanted to go buy some medicine but Dearie wanted to go back hotel instead, so we walked awhile passed the market and I managed to buy a shirt for Zepher then we go back hotel for Dearie to rest. I think is because of the curry thingy Dearie had yesterday that's why his stomache as he cannot take curry, somemore he ordered 5 chillies de, that's the super spicy one here... Zzz

After that we went to Baiyoke Suite Hotel in front the market to shop and walked to Platinum Mall to have lunch, we had KFC as we do not want to buy coupons to buy food~ After that I got abit pissed off with Dearie and I told him I wanted to go back hotel. After that I bought more clothes on the way back to hotel.
Then we quarrel in hotel as duno where to go and Dearie keep on wanted to go pub which I duno where got. I asked him to asked the bellboy if he wanted to go and he keep argue with me that last time I come before with my cousins and I should know where got night life places to go here but that time my cousins and I did not go any places at night.

I really got pissed off with him once again, keep asking me where I want to celebrate my birthday,I totally got no mood to celebrate lo, dun even know the places here well enough and he keep wanted to go night life and I dun wish to go.

I dun feel happy at all so there is no point for any celebration. It's really pointless...

Everything was so fine de but I duno why he keep saying me that I dun let him go to the places he want to go and he can't tell me where he want to go. Feel so sian lo, now he keep nagging me non-stop. Duno is bcos of him or myself, didn't managed to go Chinatown and Khao San de :(

At night, Dearie managed to celebrated abit for me as we really duno where to go at night~we had a small celebration at hotel de~

4th April 2011

Today wake up at 10am and we prepared ourself and set off to Platinum Mall Swensen to have ice cream and then we walked to Central World to have Fish Mahatten Market for breakfast.

After that we went to opp. Big C and we had big fried crab stick. We took a Skytrain to Saphan Taskin and took a ferry to No.13 Phra Arthit and we walked to Khao San Road. It's a long street but within 30 mins Dearie and I can walked finish. I bought 4 singlets and Dearie bought 2 polo t-shirt and he tot was 85 baht, but it's actually 250 bahts, the sale girl asked us where we from, I told Dearie dun say Singapore, so he told the sale girl we are from Malaysia Lolx, I bargain with the sale girl 400 baht as she keep asking for 420 baht, in the end, she say ok.

After that while walking back to take ferry, we had cha yen and it cost 25 baht, the most expensive one we have out of all. Then we walked passed a street selling pizza, we bought one piece Hawaii pizza and shared and it's 50 baht one piece.

We waited abt 15-20 mins for the boat to come, but the boat was fully packed with people so we decided to take tuk-tuk back to Platinum Mall, the first time i took a tuk-tuk across high way and reach Platinum Mall to have Black Canyon Coffee :)

After that I bought a luggage finally, bargain from 1399 baht to 1250 baht, a pink color luggage Lolx ... Still left some money, so I bought one more Mickey Mouse T-shirt for Ah boy and two pajamas for boy boy, hopefully they can wear :)

Then we went back hotel to packed our luggages and rest awhile.

At night, we went downstair and walked to Baiyoke Suite in front night market and see if we can buy anymore things with the balance money I had and Dearie withdraw 1000 baht and see if there is anything we can buy, but I only managed to buy my favourite corn, hair clip and rubber band and also I bought Ah boy a cute slipper.

Then we walked back to hotel and ordered foods, Dearie ordered Baiyoke rice and ice coffee and I ordered baked macaroni with ham and cheese plu ice mocha.

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11:59 AM

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31th March 2011

First day we go to the street nearby baiyoke Suite Hotel and buy chicken drum stick to eat as that was the only thing we can find at that time as both of us was really hungry.

Then we had Pad Thai for lunch and we are so thirsty and we get cha yen to drink.
We went to 7-eleven to buy shampoo and tissue.

After that I bought a ribbon clip to tie my hair as the weather was very hot.

Then we went to Indra Square and i bought a camera (Nikon) as the sale girl too powerful, I didn't managed to reject her as I wanted to get a camera for sometime already and thought that I had a great bargain as the camera cost 9900 baht and the girl give me discount of 8500 baht and I bargain till 8000 baht. Dearie shared the cost with me for my birthday present~As he know that i can't bear to buy it~

Then we walk to platinum mall as it was too late, the shopping close already so we hang ard nearby and I introduce one nice Coffee Hse (Black Canyon Coffee) to Dearie.

Then we walk ard Baiyoke Suite Hotel the in front night market.

At night when reach hotel, we had western food for dinner and went to bed.

1st April 2011

We had our breakfast at Baiyoke Sky buffet and we set off to take a van to Siam discovery, at first a guy told us was a pink color bus but end up it was a van and I was sitting in front. Dearie and I went into the shopping mall to walk ard.

We walked to MBK and I found the 大哥大 that I wanted to buy but I actually wanted to buy the smaller size one and they don't sell.

While walking to Siam Centre Point,I bought a shirt at 180 baht~

Then we walked to Siam Centre Point and I bought a iPhone 4 casing and pen and a bag for Elynn's birthday present.

On the way back to hotel, Dearie bought me and himself Heineken singlet.

2nd April 2011

Today wake up ard 10am plu and Dearie and I prepared ourself to set off to Chatuchak Market. Before that we had our breakfast Chiang Mai Mee at the street nearby then we went back hotel and the bell boy get us a taxi to Chatuchak Market, at first he told the bellboy 120 baht ok, then when we get on the Taxi he suddenly asked us where we from and we can give him 150 baht anot , we actually wanted to give him 150 baht before he asked de so no different, we told him ok.

When we reach Chatuchak Market, we walk like hell, there is so many shops that we can really lost our way. Dearie and I got headache after walking just one hour plu and we are like keep finding things for our family members and friends, almost forgotten to buy our own things. Then we decided to shop for ourselves and we managed to find some clothes.

After that we are thirsty and we had coconut drink and continue shopping.

Then when we cannot tahan anymore, as we carry all the things by our both hands, we decided to take train to Siam station and walked back to hotel.

On our way back to hotel, we had early dinner at Siam paragon . Its a so called restaurant selling alot of curry thingy, Dearie had pork cuttle curry rice 5 chilli, i had chicken curry rice 3 chilli, then I jio Dearie to Black Canyon Coffee to have a drink and I eat chocolate cake :p

Then we walked back to our hotel.

We rested awhile and went downstair hotel to the reception counter to book a Wi-Fi for one hour at 150 baht as this hotel that we are staying doesn't provide free Wi-Fi de~

After ten minutes, Dearie and I went to the second floor to surf net as we are finding the route to ChinaTown and Khao San so that we know we would be able to take Taxi or Train.

Then we went back hotel watched Tv as Dearie not feeling well.

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10:37 AM