♥ Friday, July 1, 2011

Today Dearie on MC~ he said that he is having fever and he went to my house nearby to see doctor~

Then he had his lunch at went back home~ on his way back~ I asked him if he can spare some time for me~ he see cannot understand me ~ he said that he meet me everyday and I have all his time~ he then say that I dun let him play games and do things he liked~ I was thinking that everyday he finished work or off day~ he will be playing games until I finished worked and go back home~ he is still playing game~ I felt abit neglect~ so I thought of telling him~ in the end ~ he said that I got all his time as I m staying with him and that he say he stopped playing game next time when I finished work and that he will accompany me and make me happy and treat me like a queen and waited for me sleep and then he go play game but he know I always sleep very late then he continue and said that after he waited for me to sleep is already 3am and he will be tired how to play game~

The problems now is that what he said is not what I meant~ I just hope that he spent some time with me beside that playing game~ I duno why he must say things to hurt me~so I tell him that it's ok since u dun understand what I mean~ I changed instead~

haix... guy will only think of solution and never understand what a woman want~ Yes... he did asked me what I want and I said abit of his time and he asked me like what~ I said accompany watch TV or show~ but the way he put it has already made me so sian that he do it just bcos he wanted to play his game~ he asked me for the fastest way to settled me and that he can play his game~ if you were to put urself in my shoes how would you feel??? might as well and shouldn't have said it since it turned out this way~

like this hor~i got the feeling like he wish me dun so early finished work lo~
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Finally I reach home~ the first thing he said was " I am going to switch off the laptop" that was 10.00pm ~ I went to bath and eat two curry puff~ until now 10.52pm he is still playing~ somemore tell me that he today never really play game~ haix... He not sick today loh~ he tell me he fever but he SMS his colleague and said that he got diarrhea Zzz I don't know what he wanted to do lah~ very sian~

Why I cannot find the one and only guy who can love me and care for me and understand me~ why I so suay ~ always like that~ people also laugh at me~ they go speechless when talked abt my RS ~ Arghhh I also dont want to be like this de leh~

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At around 11.30pm i think~ he finally stop playing game~but he isued his iphone and read the forum of the game he was playing~i felt no different~ i lazy to say him due to my disappointment~ i do admit i say nasty things like~i wish we could break up sia~i got bf like don't have ~ just want him to spare some time~ he cannot fully concentrated when watching TV with me~ he has to surf net~ Arghhh Sian ~ super sian~

Then finally~ i got his full attention~he actually download show to see and we watch about 2 shows before we sleep~ the 2nd show~ we see until very tired and sleep around 2.00am plu i think~

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