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♥ Friday, June 17, 2011

Last night after work~ I went to SK Kopitiam to find him and his friends as he was there drinking and he said that we can have dinner or packed home after I finish work~

After he finished drinking~we took a bus home~ everytime after he drink~ he liked to talk talk talk .... talk talk talk... so I just listen listen listen ... till we reached home~

As we packed fishball noodle home to eat~ I faster go bath and we eat together~ Everything seem fine like normal~ then he started to question me why am I treating him like the way he treat me~ "cos he always reject me when I wanted to feel close with him" then he say that I am revengeful~then I am unhappy to hear that~ I say that I am not as revengeful as him~ I should say cunning~

Actually really nothing one leh... we never had any argument at all but I duno why he wanted to start ...
Then he started to bring out all the past and his sorrow to me and say that I made him look like cold storage crabby that was tied ~ I dun want to say anything than he say that me and his superior or manager more suitable~ than I angry again... after I start to talk back at him~ things got worse~

Those hurtful words... I duno he mean or dun mean it... has made me cry whole night till I sleep ~

Then I packed my clothes as he said to "break up" and asked me to shifted home sat or sun~but I cannot stand him keep talking non stop even he said the break up~

So I wanted to moved bk home straight~ then he get more work up and duno use what to strangle me~ cos I let loose myself when he do that but instead of dying I felt pain behind my back~ I duno how I got hurt~ but when I moved my left hand I can feel like pain ~

Then I give up... I asked him what he want... he say he want sleep and warn me dun disturb his family sleeping( but he himself shout here and there) I dun want to argue with a crazy man...

I told him "ok then, I will move bk Hm sat and sun"

Shortly he fall asleep and I can't sleep~ cos my stupid tears keep rolling down my cheek... I can't rem when I actually sleep~worst things is suddenly memories flash back to how we actually get to know each other and together... bits and pieces just keep rushing in my head and i cannot sleep and felt upset...

Today after i wake up and prepare myself for work ~ i thought that i will felt better~ but it turned out as if i did not sleep at all~ Zzzz

While I was on my way to work~ when I walked and in train... people thought I siao ba... can just keep crying...

I cannot control my stupid tears...

Anyway... is all my fault... my character has lead to this...

I can't be a good gf...but i hope i can be a good friends to many ~

I can make it de... after so many things happen... I should be stronger and stronger....

FML fuck the hell out of me CCB

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